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"According to Greek mythology, humans were originally created with four arms, four legs and a head with two faces. Fearing their power, Zeus split them into two separate parts, considering them to spend their lives in search of their other halves. Have you found yours?"

Did you understood the quote up there? I just so happen to read that from a website (Well, my source of quotes...credits to that site) that really touched me. I know the words are too simple and all and it is sort of 'geeky' but this quote really touched me.

considering, that my past posts are about school, summer,hobbies and etc...let me change the topic im going to tackle right now...lets call it...LOVE.

im kind of sad right now..i dont know, since this morning...im so gloomy.
Maybe because me and my bf got to a fight this day..and we we're about to break up..

you know the feeling that you wanna give up? the feeling that you want to break free from all the stress and tears? the thought of maybe..we were better off as friends, since if we were friends we wont fight like this?

but then..i thought..how about the moments we shared? the laughter? the love?

i know these seemed dramatic or what...but i gave my self time to think..

I was hurt before...different stories, different break ups, different boys...but same pain.

Reminiscing, i looked at my friendster and saw our pics. We got out this tuesday, we went to Enchanted Kingdom. And we we're so happy and all that day...Look:

more pics: here


Then there, i realized...that it wasnt supposed to end here, right now. We we're still happy at each other's arms so why let go now? Many lovers out there are loving each other but wasnt allowed to..while us, that are allowed to love all we want, will just end it for just a silly fight?

"Some things are hard to replace when they are gone. But fortunately, some things don’t need to be replaced."

Yesh, this is correct...some thing is hard to replace but there are somethings that dont need to be replaced. And i'd say he is the one that doesnt need to be replaced. Well, maybe...its too early to say these things since im not sure if he really is "my half"...but i just hope that we would last long..maybe not forever...but long enough for us to hard to forget each other FOREVER..

I have to face the reality that we wont last forever..
so maybe..we wont be a couple forever...but maybe our moments and time together should be treasured FOREVER..

lawls..i even thought that maybe we should be nothing at all..because NOTHING lasts forever..haha! well..its so cheesy...

back to the topic...why the hell am i being so dramatic and everything here?
infact i was inspired..because of a very good friend of mine..TRICIA. I heard about her break-up story and i remembered the days i was experiencing that feeling...(read her post if you like)

hearing about her story, made me regret that i actually thought of breaking up with my bf..
that i actually thought of giving up.....while sis tricia actually hold on..and let go only when 'he' wanted to. Im ashamed of what i just did...in that act, its like im a coward or what...wanting to break free from that stress i felt with my bf.

I thought about it, and i realized that what ate tricia did was an example of courage. At first you'll think 'why the hell did she allow her bf to break up with him' but then..when u stop and think...

you'll understand..that she did it for his guy's sake..and i think she was brave..because even if she knew she'll be hurt..she still let him go even if inside, her heart is torn apart. Oh yes, i dont know the real story of her story... but.... i do know what she felt..


like what i said...different stories, different break up, and different boys...but the same pain.

So right now..i will remember this line..

"Always try to save your relationship especially if it's worth it.let go ONLY if he wants you to..."

A quote from ate trisha...she said it to me when i was thinking of breakin up with my bf...
And yes....the relationship im onto now is really worth it..and im going to always remember what ate trisha told me..

and here i dedicate this quote to my dear friend that is in the process of 'healing'..

"When is it good to be a quitter? Sometimes, the best way to move ahead in life is to admit that you have had enough. That sometimes, giving up something can bring a sense of relief and ease, just like stepping out of an old pair of pants that no longer fits."

I think its funny at the same time really full of lesson. This quote will actually give you a lesson and at the same time woul probably make you smile..ü

Bottomline: Love would probably give you pain and will sometimes make you suffer. But dont forget that in love you learned to smile, to laugh, to treasure and cry....and of course, it thought you to still live even if dying already crossed you're mind. It thought you how to wait...and thought you to love someone truly even if you know there's an end....


it thought you to love continuously keeping aside the fact that there's no such thing as FOREVER.


...dont worry...in every loss..there's a gain..it may not exactly be the same as the first one..
but maybe...entirely different and a lot better this time..


so what can u say guys? share ur experiences as well....thats all.!! toodles!

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---get ready..this is a LONG entry---

"Life isnt about being fair. It isnt about havin' the same mutual feeling with the one you love or with the people around you.

Not because you're hurt, everybody got to be hurt. Not because you suffered, everybody got to suffer.

Its like if you're rich, does everybody got to be rich?

Yes, everybody is equal..but each one got their own destiny and one's fate is different from others .

You've got to accept that life is unfair..its life.
There must be a balance of things, where there are no pure happiness or pure sadness. If there are smiles, there are tears.

But of course, not all accepted these facts. That's why the term REVENGE was born. The word that many thought would actually make things fair..which is wrong. because KARMA would eventually make things unfair again.

so whatever you do, life is unfair. Even the earth's shape isnt fair, not perfect.

do tell me life can be fair when you found a way to make the oblate spheroid shape of the earth to be a perfect circle.

Only game can be played fair. And life cant be fair because life is not a game.
Its just one shot, and there's no 'play again' but only 'game over'."

This is a composition i made during those days im not in the cyber world. As what sis tricia(oha..special mention) had guessed, my uncle was using the PC for like....1 and a half week--non-stop! I didnt have a chance to play around the net. That's why i tried to do something so that i wont end up being bored(i hate bein' bored.)

I grew up with the computer beside me.(hey! dont take that literally!) I mean, everyday wont be considered a "day" if i didnt have a glance at the net. Even during my school days, i end up leaving the computer opened while im studying. But hey, im not touching the PC..its just...opened. I dont know, opening the PC makes me comfortable. Call me an addict or what, but opening the computer makes my day complete. Its like a drug to me. Thats why, i end up cancelling meetings, outings just for the cyber world. I didnt have time to watch tv as well. I don't go to malls, parks or any outdoor place. Its like...there's a lot of things im missing. I even experienced that all of the people in our class talk about a commercial and i end up being out-of-place. can you believe that i have to go to youtube to watch that commercial just to fit in!?

But dont get me wrong, "This" world, the cyberworld makes me happy. Even if i just have to sit the whole day. I know its bad, but i just cant stop!

So there, my uncle, using this PC for a very long time, not even makin me glance at it(since his door is locked), my gosh! its like hell! its so boring, so quiet and i cant stop thinking of this world.

I end up looking for stuff in my cabinet, and shelves. I read some old stuff i wrote maybe 3-5 years ago. Im amazed on how i portray my ideas and thoughts thats why i was inspired to get a pen and a paper to write anything. I tried to write a novel and i was in the third chapter, including the prologue and introduction. Until, an idea came up...and there goes my philosophy and my imagination.. and my subject? Life being unfair.. and thats why i had that composition there above...maybe its hard to understand because i didnt organized the idea orderly because that was just a draft. But, it still turned out nice...and i was amazed on how i manipulated my words.

BOTTOMLINE: I didnt know that i can actually put whats on my head on paper. And i said to my self, its just same as typing words from my head to the PC. Well yeah, spending too much time in the pc gave me no time to practice my writing skills..ON PAPER.



Okay, out of (Again) boredom of not using the computer, i end up walkin outside and saw how beautiful things can be.. I discovered that there are common things that arent usually noticed in everyday life...but has beauty in it. And it thought, that photography would actually unleash the beauty in every little thing. Thats why, with this thought, i end up capturing a lot of stuff using my camera. My selected model? My cats! Well, they seemed to be hairy, simple, quiet and stupid(Laughs) but they are indeed cuddly, beautiful and sweet. And thats what i wanna portray in my captured images of them.

Thats haley(heyli), my cat. I think he really liked being my model.
Too bad his eyes cant be seen, its colored green. I totally became addicted and took more pictures.. now for the second and first pic is Goodie(haley's bro) and the last one is spike's hana deka shot...they're all so cute!

but of course, the best model of all...
is yourself right? No photographer became a "so-called photographer" without having a good photography of his self. Thats why i experimented on my angles..and zooms. And take note, there's no aid of photoshop here. I laughed out loud when i saw my images because i looked like a japanese-korean kid or whatever. haha!! You name it.

i look like an anime especially in the last picture. haha!! well, if you wanna see the bigger version, check out my friendster album: here!

Speaking of something more OUT to this world..i went to a beach(Whew! its been so long since the last time i went to an outing.). AND MEN! i practiced my photography skills(if ever i have one..haha!) at the same time i had fun! Maybe if i can use the computer, i wont see these view because i wont come with them..haha!

(see more of my pics heere!)

Its very tiring, and its like my first time again to run wildly, to play and to see those scenes which i cant see everyday. I missed a lot of things in the cyberworld during those days im doing all those stuff...but i missed A WHOLE LOT MORE of whats in the real world while im living in the cyber world my whole life. Its all so tiring and difficult at first, but at the end of the day....i realized how much i end up caging and sticking my self to the PC that i miss the beauty the REAL world has...



i realized...there's more outside "this" world..this CYBERWORLD.

hope you learned a lot..tell me what you can say.. btw, i now accept layout requests...(if you havent notice..blogspot only..but FTP layouts are also okay with me..but email it to me instead..and theres an approval..muah)

----another thing..im workin on a layyie..ayiie!! just wait for my new layout. itll be out soon..! .ciao!

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Pardon for those foreigners out there for this silly dialogue i just found somewhere...

Sa text..
Gf: Ayoko na sa yo! Break na tayo!
Bf: Ha? Ano ba problema? Ano kasalanan ko?
Gf: Ay! sorry hon, wrong send. I Love you!
Bf: Haay, kala ko naman kung ano na. I love you too!

(Translation:

In text..
Gf: i dont like you anymore! Lets break up!
Bf: HA? whats the problem? what did i do?
Gf: ay! sorry hon, wrong send...I love you!
Bf: Haay, i thought theres something wrong..i love you too!!)

*Laughs out loud*
Im sorry for the dumb english, but i tried my best to translate it without removing the humor in it, if you know what i mean. (Laughs), while reading this at my friend's quotesbox blogsite..this really made me laugh. Actually, there are a lot of funny quotes there, but i dont know..i wanna discuss this one.

I know its april fool's month, but i hope nobody in here does this thing..
though at first it seems funny, its really not good when you think of it literally. (REALITY CHECK)

Anyway, what the hell am i doing? Am i actually lecturing? haha!!
My point here is that...fooling around is okay this april, just dont cross the line.
(Oh my gosh im actually lecturing! eep!) Anyway, Happy April Fools' Month!

These days a lot of people kept on texting me jokes, and shocking text messages not knowing they are just kidding around. LOL, this event drives me crazy.Buahaha..


*Voila*
Yes, this event really drives me crazy.
I believe its early morning now...1:00 or so..i've been infront of this PC since this afternoon, and im so crazy about blogging, tweaking my blog, blog hopping, designing my blog...
so what ever im writing here now, im really sorry if its too crazy or weird..LOL.
Because i should be sleeping now..instead of typing these random words here. haha..Im so crazy today..

whew, too crazy that ive made a lot of updates and changes here in my crib.


1.)You dont notice it, but ive changed the set of instrumental music playing here. Well, you dont notice it that much because i still placed UTADA HIKARU'S first love first. Hehe..the tune is just so cute.

2.)Ive got freebies/goodies' page. Check the bottom of my page. Lols, i even designed and tweaked the page a lot. LOL. Im so addicted in doing that to websites..And to think that was only a page for goodies.

3.)Those goodies were made maybe a year or months ago already. I dug those graphics and stuff from different photo hosting sites of mine....At least, i found great use for my past graphics.


4.)I've fixed the comment links(due to a request of a reader)..now you can comment on my posts..but you have to do a lot of clicking(LOL), i tried my best!! that all what i can do.the codings are tricky.


5.)I made a link button already...(due to a request of a blog hopper)..well simple but cute. its in my "link" navigation.!!

Well, there..ive done 5 things in span of..1 day or 2 days? haha..

and oh..i really appreciate those who are suggesting stuff to my site..oh thank you!
Anyway..

what a crazy post right?
Also..i cant sleep now..

im gettin crazy thinking about how my grades will be like.
tomorrow is the card distribution and im absolutely plain NERVOUS.

well, ill tell you guys on my next post how it went..
for now, lets get trembling for the grade..(waaa)



btw, its still damn cold in here..
theres no summer spirit..*whew*
right sis, Alyssa(LOL special mention)?

Anyway, enough of the talkin..
is this post too crazy for you? or you're just as crazy as me as well?
Any reactions? Tell me..and im all ears.

oh well, have fun for the rest of april!!

Again HAPPY APRIL FOOLS' MONTH!!

I hope life isn't a big joke, because I don't get it.
~Jack Handey

^well, if you dont get that line, ur totally slow! haha...

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*Laughs out loud*

Another post about summer.
Oh yeah, i know its weird, but anyway..this is another story.

I dont know about others out there, but here in Laguna, summer seems...LIFELESS.

yhaa, it had been raining here for quite a while now.
And its so cold, and chilly...well, unusual summer isnt it??

Hmm, of all the summers ive been into onto my 15 years of living here in earth,
this is the first summer that ive experienced this coldness..in this season..(exagge? yeah..this is true)

I mean..it is summer after all, but instead of wide shades and bikini..I see, jackets and umbrellas all over the place.

In every peek outside, instead of happiness and laughter....i see coldness and melancholy.

But the coldness im referring to here isnt just the rain im pertaining at..
it also includes the sadness im feeling this summer.

well, besides the sadness im feeling because of my uncle(he came here from america, and uses the computer 24/7! i cant use it even for a while! thats why i cant update my posts evryday...but he will go back there again...but im not sure when..T.T, i can only use the PC when he is leaving.huhu,i do miss the computer a lot..), i feel sadness for missing my school, my friends, families..and loved ones.

For School:
..for the first week of summer..im so happy that school is over. But as time passes by, im missin school work sooo much. Especially now that its raining, gosh, i cant go out..thats why i end up lying on my bed alone while staring at the ceiling....

giving me that much time to reflect on things, made me realize how happy school days are...even if there are a lot of stressed moments..

For Friends:
..They are all in vacation! Some are out of town, some are on a trip, some are on a summer job...while some are just at home staring at wall..LOL. And maybe 50% of that "some" was me.
(lol! im smiling while im typing that line.)

I cant believe, we cant hangout..stroll at the mall, share laughter because they're all having their summer stuff..I sure envy them. And I miss them a lot, but the thought of me, not seeing them, makes me sad...because its so darn boring here in the house...(maybe itll be less boring if the PC is all MINE..buahaha!)

Do you agree???

But yesterday, at least, we hang out for a lil bit...it was one of my friend's birthday...
but still, we werent complete...but the party was worth it.

For SPECIAL someone:
Oh come on!
Even during school days..we miss these "special" ones...even if you guys just saw each other 5 hours ago....(right, girls out there?)

what more now!? its like....3 months..!!(HELLO!?)
but though we dont see each other like we usually do in school, seeing each other at least 2-3 times a week is okay.....but i do admit, i do miss him like CRAZY!!

For those who cant understand what the hell im saying here.....
well, this "special" someone is my boyfriend.hihi...i know some understood that awhile ago..
but I still made it clear for those who doesnt understand..

since we're here..want some pics?

From top(Left to Right):
1.HIM staring at the popcorn popping..this made me laugh.
2. US, showing off our engagement rings..wahaha!
3.US, posing (at least i am), while he is doing a wacky pose.
4.US, taking a mirror pic in wearing our uniform.

Oh well...writing this stuff makes me miss him more. Wanna see more of our pics??
Click me! but you've got to be my friend first..so add me up!

xoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
BottomLine: I dont feel the summer that much, because i miss many important people in my life..and of course, its raining. How the hell will I enjoy summer??
But i sure am glad that ive got plenty of time to think things through...

and that i could write something here..everytime i thought of a new realization in life!!
hihi...

till here...

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"According to Greek mythology, humans were originally created with four arms, four legs and a head with two faces. Fearing their power, Zeus split them into two separate parts, considering them to spend their lives in search of their other halves. Have you found yours?"

Did you understood the quote up there? I just so happen to read that from a website (Well, my source of quotes...credits to that site) that really touched me. I know the words are too simple and all and it is sort of 'geeky' but this quote really touched me.

considering, that my past posts are about school, summer,hobbies and etc...let me change the topic im going to tackle right now...lets call it...LOVE.

im kind of sad right now..i dont know, since this morning...im so gloomy.
Maybe because me and my bf got to a fight this day..and we we're about to break up..

you know the feeling that you wanna give up? the feeling that you want to break free from all the stress and tears? the thought of maybe..we were better off as friends, since if we were friends we wont fight like this?

but then..i thought..how about the moments we shared? the laughter? the love?

i know these seemed dramatic or what...but i gave my self time to think..

I was hurt before...different stories, different break ups, different boys...but same pain.

Reminiscing, i looked at my friendster and saw our pics. We got out this tuesday, we went to Enchanted Kingdom. And we we're so happy and all that day...Look:

more pics: here


Then there, i realized...that it wasnt supposed to end here, right now. We we're still happy at each other's arms so why let go now? Many lovers out there are loving each other but wasnt allowed to..while us, that are allowed to love all we want, will just end it for just a silly fight?

"Some things are hard to replace when they are gone. But fortunately, some things don’t need to be replaced."

Yesh, this is correct...some thing is hard to replace but there are somethings that dont need to be replaced. And i'd say he is the one that doesnt need to be replaced. Well, maybe...its too early to say these things since im not sure if he really is "my half"...but i just hope that we would last long..maybe not forever...but long enough for us to hard to forget each other FOREVER..

I have to face the reality that we wont last forever..
so maybe..we wont be a couple forever...but maybe our moments and time together should be treasured FOREVER..

lawls..i even thought that maybe we should be nothing at all..because NOTHING lasts forever..haha! well..its so cheesy...

back to the topic...why the hell am i being so dramatic and everything here?
infact i was inspired..because of a very good friend of mine..TRICIA. I heard about her break-up story and i remembered the days i was experiencing that feeling...(read her post if you like)

hearing about her story, made me regret that i actually thought of breaking up with my bf..
that i actually thought of giving up.....while sis tricia actually hold on..and let go only when 'he' wanted to. Im ashamed of what i just did...in that act, its like im a coward or what...wanting to break free from that stress i felt with my bf.

I thought about it, and i realized that what ate tricia did was an example of courage. At first you'll think 'why the hell did she allow her bf to break up with him' but then..when u stop and think...

you'll understand..that she did it for his guy's sake..and i think she was brave..because even if she knew she'll be hurt..she still let him go even if inside, her heart is torn apart. Oh yes, i dont know the real story of her story... but.... i do know what she felt..


like what i said...different stories, different break up, and different boys...but the same pain.

So right now..i will remember this line..

"Always try to save your relationship especially if it's worth it.let go ONLY if he wants you to..."

A quote from ate trisha...she said it to me when i was thinking of breakin up with my bf...
And yes....the relationship im onto now is really worth it..and im going to always remember what ate trisha told me..

and here i dedicate this quote to my dear friend that is in the process of 'healing'..

"When is it good to be a quitter? Sometimes, the best way to move ahead in life is to admit that you have had enough. That sometimes, giving up something can bring a sense of relief and ease, just like stepping out of an old pair of pants that no longer fits."

I think its funny at the same time really full of lesson. This quote will actually give you a lesson and at the same time woul probably make you smile..ü

Bottomline: Love would probably give you pain and will sometimes make you suffer. But dont forget that in love you learned to smile, to laugh, to treasure and cry....and of course, it thought you to still live even if dying already crossed you're mind. It thought you how to wait...and thought you to love someone truly even if you know there's an end....


it thought you to love continuously keeping aside the fact that there's no such thing as FOREVER.


...dont worry...in every loss..there's a gain..it may not exactly be the same as the first one..
but maybe...entirely different and a lot better this time..


so what can u say guys? share ur experiences as well....thats all.!! toodles!

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---get ready..this is a LONG entry---

"Life isnt about being fair. It isnt about havin' the same mutual feeling with the one you love or with the people around you.

Not because you're hurt, everybody got to be hurt. Not because you suffered, everybody got to suffer.

Its like if you're rich, does everybody got to be rich?

Yes, everybody is equal..but each one got their own destiny and one's fate is different from others .

You've got to accept that life is unfair..its life.
There must be a balance of things, where there are no pure happiness or pure sadness. If there are smiles, there are tears.

But of course, not all accepted these facts. That's why the term REVENGE was born. The word that many thought would actually make things fair..which is wrong. because KARMA would eventually make things unfair again.

so whatever you do, life is unfair. Even the earth's shape isnt fair, not perfect.

do tell me life can be fair when you found a way to make the oblate spheroid shape of the earth to be a perfect circle.

Only game can be played fair. And life cant be fair because life is not a game.
Its just one shot, and there's no 'play again' but only 'game over'."

This is a composition i made during those days im not in the cyber world. As what sis tricia(oha..special mention) had guessed, my uncle was using the PC for like....1 and a half week--non-stop! I didnt have a chance to play around the net. That's why i tried to do something so that i wont end up being bored(i hate bein' bored.)

I grew up with the computer beside me.(hey! dont take that literally!) I mean, everyday wont be considered a "day" if i didnt have a glance at the net. Even during my school days, i end up leaving the computer opened while im studying. But hey, im not touching the PC..its just...opened. I dont know, opening the PC makes me comfortable. Call me an addict or what, but opening the computer makes my day complete. Its like a drug to me. Thats why, i end up cancelling meetings, outings just for the cyber world. I didnt have time to watch tv as well. I don't go to malls, parks or any outdoor place. Its like...there's a lot of things im missing. I even experienced that all of the people in our class talk about a commercial and i end up being out-of-place. can you believe that i have to go to youtube to watch that commercial just to fit in!?

But dont get me wrong, "This" world, the cyberworld makes me happy. Even if i just have to sit the whole day. I know its bad, but i just cant stop!

So there, my uncle, using this PC for a very long time, not even makin me glance at it(since his door is locked), my gosh! its like hell! its so boring, so quiet and i cant stop thinking of this world.

I end up looking for stuff in my cabinet, and shelves. I read some old stuff i wrote maybe 3-5 years ago. Im amazed on how i portray my ideas and thoughts thats why i was inspired to get a pen and a paper to write anything. I tried to write a novel and i was in the third chapter, including the prologue and introduction. Until, an idea came up...and there goes my philosophy and my imagination.. and my subject? Life being unfair.. and thats why i had that composition there above...maybe its hard to understand because i didnt organized the idea orderly because that was just a draft. But, it still turned out nice...and i was amazed on how i manipulated my words.

BOTTOMLINE: I didnt know that i can actually put whats on my head on paper. And i said to my self, its just same as typing words from my head to the PC. Well yeah, spending too much time in the pc gave me no time to practice my writing skills..ON PAPER.



Okay, out of (Again) boredom of not using the computer, i end up walkin outside and saw how beautiful things can be.. I discovered that there are common things that arent usually noticed in everyday life...but has beauty in it. And it thought, that photography would actually unleash the beauty in every little thing. Thats why, with this thought, i end up capturing a lot of stuff using my camera. My selected model? My cats! Well, they seemed to be hairy, simple, quiet and stupid(Laughs) but they are indeed cuddly, beautiful and sweet. And thats what i wanna portray in my captured images of them.

Thats haley(heyli), my cat. I think he really liked being my model.
Too bad his eyes cant be seen, its colored green. I totally became addicted and took more pictures.. now for the second and first pic is Goodie(haley's bro) and the last one is spike's hana deka shot...they're all so cute!

but of course, the best model of all...
is yourself right? No photographer became a "so-called photographer" without having a good photography of his self. Thats why i experimented on my angles..and zooms. And take note, there's no aid of photoshop here. I laughed out loud when i saw my images because i looked like a japanese-korean kid or whatever. haha!! You name it.

i look like an anime especially in the last picture. haha!! well, if you wanna see the bigger version, check out my friendster album: here!

Speaking of something more OUT to this world..i went to a beach(Whew! its been so long since the last time i went to an outing.). AND MEN! i practiced my photography skills(if ever i have one..haha!) at the same time i had fun! Maybe if i can use the computer, i wont see these view because i wont come with them..haha!

(see more of my pics heere!)

Its very tiring, and its like my first time again to run wildly, to play and to see those scenes which i cant see everyday. I missed a lot of things in the cyberworld during those days im doing all those stuff...but i missed A WHOLE LOT MORE of whats in the real world while im living in the cyber world my whole life. Its all so tiring and difficult at first, but at the end of the day....i realized how much i end up caging and sticking my self to the PC that i miss the beauty the REAL world has...



i realized...there's more outside "this" world..this CYBERWORLD.

hope you learned a lot..tell me what you can say.. btw, i now accept layout requests...(if you havent notice..blogspot only..but FTP layouts are also okay with me..but email it to me instead..and theres an approval..muah)

----another thing..im workin on a layyie..ayiie!! just wait for my new layout. itll be out soon..! .ciao!

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Pardon for those foreigners out there for this silly dialogue i just found somewhere...

Sa text..
Gf: Ayoko na sa yo! Break na tayo!
Bf: Ha? Ano ba problema? Ano kasalanan ko?
Gf: Ay! sorry hon, wrong send. I Love you!
Bf: Haay, kala ko naman kung ano na. I love you too!

(Translation:

In text..
Gf: i dont like you anymore! Lets break up!
Bf: HA? whats the problem? what did i do?
Gf: ay! sorry hon, wrong send...I love you!
Bf: Haay, i thought theres something wrong..i love you too!!)

*Laughs out loud*
Im sorry for the dumb english, but i tried my best to translate it without removing the humor in it, if you know what i mean. (Laughs), while reading this at my friend's quotesbox blogsite..this really made me laugh. Actually, there are a lot of funny quotes there, but i dont know..i wanna discuss this one.

I know its april fool's month, but i hope nobody in here does this thing..
though at first it seems funny, its really not good when you think of it literally. (REALITY CHECK)

Anyway, what the hell am i doing? Am i actually lecturing? haha!!
My point here is that...fooling around is okay this april, just dont cross the line.
(Oh my gosh im actually lecturing! eep!) Anyway, Happy April Fools' Month!

These days a lot of people kept on texting me jokes, and shocking text messages not knowing they are just kidding around. LOL, this event drives me crazy.Buahaha..


*Voila*
Yes, this event really drives me crazy.
I believe its early morning now...1:00 or so..i've been infront of this PC since this afternoon, and im so crazy about blogging, tweaking my blog, blog hopping, designing my blog...
so what ever im writing here now, im really sorry if its too crazy or weird..LOL.
Because i should be sleeping now..instead of typing these random words here. haha..Im so crazy today..

whew, too crazy that ive made a lot of updates and changes here in my crib.


1.)You dont notice it, but ive changed the set of instrumental music playing here. Well, you dont notice it that much because i still placed UTADA HIKARU'S first love first. Hehe..the tune is just so cute.

2.)Ive got freebies/goodies' page. Check the bottom of my page. Lols, i even designed and tweaked the page a lot. LOL. Im so addicted in doing that to websites..And to think that was only a page for goodies.

3.)Those goodies were made maybe a year or months ago already. I dug those graphics and stuff from different photo hosting sites of mine....At least, i found great use for my past graphics.


4.)I've fixed the comment links(due to a request of a reader)..now you can comment on my posts..but you have to do a lot of clicking(LOL), i tried my best!! that all what i can do.the codings are tricky.


5.)I made a link button already...(due to a request of a blog hopper)..well simple but cute. its in my "link" navigation.!!

Well, there..ive done 5 things in span of..1 day or 2 days? haha..

and oh..i really appreciate those who are suggesting stuff to my site..oh thank you!
Anyway..

what a crazy post right?
Also..i cant sleep now..

im gettin crazy thinking about how my grades will be like.
tomorrow is the card distribution and im absolutely plain NERVOUS.

well, ill tell you guys on my next post how it went..
for now, lets get trembling for the grade..(waaa)



btw, its still damn cold in here..
theres no summer spirit..*whew*
right sis, Alyssa(LOL special mention)?

Anyway, enough of the talkin..
is this post too crazy for you? or you're just as crazy as me as well?
Any reactions? Tell me..and im all ears.

oh well, have fun for the rest of april!!

Again HAPPY APRIL FOOLS' MONTH!!

I hope life isn't a big joke, because I don't get it.
~Jack Handey

^well, if you dont get that line, ur totally slow! haha...

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Another post about summer.
Oh yeah, i know its weird, but anyway..this is another story.

I dont know about others out there, but here in Laguna, summer seems...LIFELESS.

yhaa, it had been raining here for quite a while now.
And its so cold, and chilly...well, unusual summer isnt it??

Hmm, of all the summers ive been into onto my 15 years of living here in earth,
this is the first summer that ive experienced this coldness..in this season..(exagge? yeah..this is true)

I mean..it is summer after all, but instead of wide shades and bikini..I see, jackets and umbrellas all over the place.

In every peek outside, instead of happiness and laughter....i see coldness and melancholy.

But the coldness im referring to here isnt just the rain im pertaining at..
it also includes the sadness im feeling this summer.

well, besides the sadness im feeling because of my uncle(he came here from america, and uses the computer 24/7! i cant use it even for a while! thats why i cant update my posts evryday...but he will go back there again...but im not sure when..T.T, i can only use the PC when he is leaving.huhu,i do miss the computer a lot..), i feel sadness for missing my school, my friends, families..and loved ones.

For School:
..for the first week of summer..im so happy that school is over. But as time passes by, im missin school work sooo much. Especially now that its raining, gosh, i cant go out..thats why i end up lying on my bed alone while staring at the ceiling....

giving me that much time to reflect on things, made me realize how happy school days are...even if there are a lot of stressed moments..

For Friends:
..They are all in vacation! Some are out of town, some are on a trip, some are on a summer job...while some are just at home staring at wall..LOL. And maybe 50% of that "some" was me.
(lol! im smiling while im typing that line.)

I cant believe, we cant hangout..stroll at the mall, share laughter because they're all having their summer stuff..I sure envy them. And I miss them a lot, but the thought of me, not seeing them, makes me sad...because its so darn boring here in the house...(maybe itll be less boring if the PC is all MINE..buahaha!)

Do you agree???

But yesterday, at least, we hang out for a lil bit...it was one of my friend's birthday...
but still, we werent complete...but the party was worth it.

For SPECIAL someone:
Oh come on!
Even during school days..we miss these "special" ones...even if you guys just saw each other 5 hours ago....(right, girls out there?)

what more now!? its like....3 months..!!(HELLO!?)
but though we dont see each other like we usually do in school, seeing each other at least 2-3 times a week is okay.....but i do admit, i do miss him like CRAZY!!

For those who cant understand what the hell im saying here.....
well, this "special" someone is my boyfriend.hihi...i know some understood that awhile ago..
but I still made it clear for those who doesnt understand..

since we're here..want some pics?

From top(Left to Right):
1.HIM staring at the popcorn popping..this made me laugh.
2. US, showing off our engagement rings..wahaha!
3.US, posing (at least i am), while he is doing a wacky pose.
4.US, taking a mirror pic in wearing our uniform.

Oh well...writing this stuff makes me miss him more. Wanna see more of our pics??
Click me! but you've got to be my friend first..so add me up!

xoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
BottomLine: I dont feel the summer that much, because i miss many important people in my life..and of course, its raining. How the hell will I enjoy summer??
But i sure am glad that ive got plenty of time to think things through...

and that i could write something here..everytime i thought of a new realization in life!!
hihi...

till here...