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---get ready..this is a LONG entry---

"Life isnt about being fair. It isnt about havin' the same mutual feeling with the one you love or with the people around you.

Not because you're hurt, everybody got to be hurt. Not because you suffered, everybody got to suffer.

Its like if you're rich, does everybody got to be rich?

Yes, everybody is equal..but each one got their own destiny and one's fate is different from others .

You've got to accept that life is unfair..its life.
There must be a balance of things, where there are no pure happiness or pure sadness. If there are smiles, there are tears.

But of course, not all accepted these facts. That's why the term REVENGE was born. The word that many thought would actually make things fair..which is wrong. because KARMA would eventually make things unfair again.

so whatever you do, life is unfair. Even the earth's shape isnt fair, not perfect.

do tell me life can be fair when you found a way to make the oblate spheroid shape of the earth to be a perfect circle.

Only game can be played fair. And life cant be fair because life is not a game.
Its just one shot, and there's no 'play again' but only 'game over'."

This is a composition i made during those days im not in the cyber world. As what sis tricia(oha..special mention) had guessed, my uncle was using the PC for like....1 and a half week--non-stop! I didnt have a chance to play around the net. That's why i tried to do something so that i wont end up being bored(i hate bein' bored.)

I grew up with the computer beside me.(hey! dont take that literally!) I mean, everyday wont be considered a "day" if i didnt have a glance at the net. Even during my school days, i end up leaving the computer opened while im studying. But hey, im not touching the PC..its just...opened. I dont know, opening the PC makes me comfortable. Call me an addict or what, but opening the computer makes my day complete. Its like a drug to me. Thats why, i end up cancelling meetings, outings just for the cyber world. I didnt have time to watch tv as well. I don't go to malls, parks or any outdoor place. Its like...there's a lot of things im missing. I even experienced that all of the people in our class talk about a commercial and i end up being out-of-place. can you believe that i have to go to youtube to watch that commercial just to fit in!?

But dont get me wrong, "This" world, the cyberworld makes me happy. Even if i just have to sit the whole day. I know its bad, but i just cant stop!

So there, my uncle, using this PC for a very long time, not even makin me glance at it(since his door is locked), my gosh! its like hell! its so boring, so quiet and i cant stop thinking of this world.

I end up looking for stuff in my cabinet, and shelves. I read some old stuff i wrote maybe 3-5 years ago. Im amazed on how i portray my ideas and thoughts thats why i was inspired to get a pen and a paper to write anything. I tried to write a novel and i was in the third chapter, including the prologue and introduction. Until, an idea came up...and there goes my philosophy and my imagination.. and my subject? Life being unfair.. and thats why i had that composition there above...maybe its hard to understand because i didnt organized the idea orderly because that was just a draft. But, it still turned out nice...and i was amazed on how i manipulated my words.

BOTTOMLINE: I didnt know that i can actually put whats on my head on paper. And i said to my self, its just same as typing words from my head to the PC. Well yeah, spending too much time in the pc gave me no time to practice my writing skills..ON PAPER.



Okay, out of (Again) boredom of not using the computer, i end up walkin outside and saw how beautiful things can be.. I discovered that there are common things that arent usually noticed in everyday life...but has beauty in it. And it thought, that photography would actually unleash the beauty in every little thing. Thats why, with this thought, i end up capturing a lot of stuff using my camera. My selected model? My cats! Well, they seemed to be hairy, simple, quiet and stupid(Laughs) but they are indeed cuddly, beautiful and sweet. And thats what i wanna portray in my captured images of them.

Thats haley(heyli), my cat. I think he really liked being my model.
Too bad his eyes cant be seen, its colored green. I totally became addicted and took more pictures.. now for the second and first pic is Goodie(haley's bro) and the last one is spike's hana deka shot...they're all so cute!

but of course, the best model of all...
is yourself right? No photographer became a "so-called photographer" without having a good photography of his self. Thats why i experimented on my angles..and zooms. And take note, there's no aid of photoshop here. I laughed out loud when i saw my images because i looked like a japanese-korean kid or whatever. haha!! You name it.

i look like an anime especially in the last picture. haha!! well, if you wanna see the bigger version, check out my friendster album: here!

Speaking of something more OUT to this world..i went to a beach(Whew! its been so long since the last time i went to an outing.). AND MEN! i practiced my photography skills(if ever i have one..haha!) at the same time i had fun! Maybe if i can use the computer, i wont see these view because i wont come with them..haha!

(see more of my pics heere!)

Its very tiring, and its like my first time again to run wildly, to play and to see those scenes which i cant see everyday. I missed a lot of things in the cyberworld during those days im doing all those stuff...but i missed A WHOLE LOT MORE of whats in the real world while im living in the cyber world my whole life. Its all so tiring and difficult at first, but at the end of the day....i realized how much i end up caging and sticking my self to the PC that i miss the beauty the REAL world has...



i realized...there's more outside "this" world..this CYBERWORLD.

hope you learned a lot..tell me what you can say.. btw, i now accept layout requests...(if you havent notice..blogspot only..but FTP layouts are also okay with me..but email it to me instead..and theres an approval..muah)

----another thing..im workin on a layyie..ayiie!! just wait for my new layout. itll be out soon..! .ciao!

7 comments available, view here.
---get ready..this is a LONG entry---

"Life isnt about being fair. It isnt about havin' the same mutual feeling with the one you love or with the people around you.

Not because you're hurt, everybody got to be hurt. Not because you suffered, everybody got to suffer.

Its like if you're rich, does everybody got to be rich?

Yes, everybody is equal..but each one got their own destiny and one's fate is different from others .

You've got to accept that life is unfair..its life.
There must be a balance of things, where there are no pure happiness or pure sadness. If there are smiles, there are tears.

But of course, not all accepted these facts. That's why the term REVENGE was born. The word that many thought would actually make things fair..which is wrong. because KARMA would eventually make things unfair again.

so whatever you do, life is unfair. Even the earth's shape isnt fair, not perfect.

do tell me life can be fair when you found a way to make the oblate spheroid shape of the earth to be a perfect circle.

Only game can be played fair. And life cant be fair because life is not a game.
Its just one shot, and there's no 'play again' but only 'game over'."

This is a composition i made during those days im not in the cyber world. As what sis tricia(oha..special mention) had guessed, my uncle was using the PC for like....1 and a half week--non-stop! I didnt have a chance to play around the net. That's why i tried to do something so that i wont end up being bored(i hate bein' bored.)

I grew up with the computer beside me.(hey! dont take that literally!) I mean, everyday wont be considered a "day" if i didnt have a glance at the net. Even during my school days, i end up leaving the computer opened while im studying. But hey, im not touching the PC..its just...opened. I dont know, opening the PC makes me comfortable. Call me an addict or what, but opening the computer makes my day complete. Its like a drug to me. Thats why, i end up cancelling meetings, outings just for the cyber world. I didnt have time to watch tv as well. I don't go to malls, parks or any outdoor place. Its like...there's a lot of things im missing. I even experienced that all of the people in our class talk about a commercial and i end up being out-of-place. can you believe that i have to go to youtube to watch that commercial just to fit in!?

But dont get me wrong, "This" world, the cyberworld makes me happy. Even if i just have to sit the whole day. I know its bad, but i just cant stop!

So there, my uncle, using this PC for a very long time, not even makin me glance at it(since his door is locked), my gosh! its like hell! its so boring, so quiet and i cant stop thinking of this world.

I end up looking for stuff in my cabinet, and shelves. I read some old stuff i wrote maybe 3-5 years ago. Im amazed on how i portray my ideas and thoughts thats why i was inspired to get a pen and a paper to write anything. I tried to write a novel and i was in the third chapter, including the prologue and introduction. Until, an idea came up...and there goes my philosophy and my imagination.. and my subject? Life being unfair.. and thats why i had that composition there above...maybe its hard to understand because i didnt organized the idea orderly because that was just a draft. But, it still turned out nice...and i was amazed on how i manipulated my words.

BOTTOMLINE: I didnt know that i can actually put whats on my head on paper. And i said to my self, its just same as typing words from my head to the PC. Well yeah, spending too much time in the pc gave me no time to practice my writing skills..ON PAPER.



Okay, out of (Again) boredom of not using the computer, i end up walkin outside and saw how beautiful things can be.. I discovered that there are common things that arent usually noticed in everyday life...but has beauty in it. And it thought, that photography would actually unleash the beauty in every little thing. Thats why, with this thought, i end up capturing a lot of stuff using my camera. My selected model? My cats! Well, they seemed to be hairy, simple, quiet and stupid(Laughs) but they are indeed cuddly, beautiful and sweet. And thats what i wanna portray in my captured images of them.

Thats haley(heyli), my cat. I think he really liked being my model.
Too bad his eyes cant be seen, its colored green. I totally became addicted and took more pictures.. now for the second and first pic is Goodie(haley's bro) and the last one is spike's hana deka shot...they're all so cute!

but of course, the best model of all...
is yourself right? No photographer became a "so-called photographer" without having a good photography of his self. Thats why i experimented on my angles..and zooms. And take note, there's no aid of photoshop here. I laughed out loud when i saw my images because i looked like a japanese-korean kid or whatever. haha!! You name it.

i look like an anime especially in the last picture. haha!! well, if you wanna see the bigger version, check out my friendster album: here!

Speaking of something more OUT to this world..i went to a beach(Whew! its been so long since the last time i went to an outing.). AND MEN! i practiced my photography skills(if ever i have one..haha!) at the same time i had fun! Maybe if i can use the computer, i wont see these view because i wont come with them..haha!

(see more of my pics heere!)

Its very tiring, and its like my first time again to run wildly, to play and to see those scenes which i cant see everyday. I missed a lot of things in the cyberworld during those days im doing all those stuff...but i missed A WHOLE LOT MORE of whats in the real world while im living in the cyber world my whole life. Its all so tiring and difficult at first, but at the end of the day....i realized how much i end up caging and sticking my self to the PC that i miss the beauty the REAL world has...



i realized...there's more outside "this" world..this CYBERWORLD.

hope you learned a lot..tell me what you can say.. btw, i now accept layout requests...(if you havent notice..blogspot only..but FTP layouts are also okay with me..but email it to me instead..and theres an approval..muah)

----another thing..im workin on a layyie..ayiie!! just wait for my new layout. itll be out soon..! .ciao!