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NEW LAYYIE GUYS. Im kinda bored with my last layyie and i find it so messed up, lawls. And since i got nothing to do this weekend, i decided to make one. Its a lot cleaner and organized than before. Err....i really love it actually. well...what can you say guys? haha...i really worked hard on this, spent almost couple of hours doing this.haha! I made it not-so-childish..but it still end up like that..niahah..what ever.thanks for those commenting btw.muaah!
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Its been awhile since i blogged here.
Well, i was kinda lazy to post a new entry because i just love to blog hop into many sites these days. Resource site, kawaii blog, emo blog, music blog, personal blog, boy blog and etc.
So i kinda explored for like, 3 days. Today is Wednesday, june 23. Classes were suspended this morning, and to think that ive prepared my self for school already. But its nice though, i end up blog hoppin again.

As I blog hop, i noticed that the usual topic in teenager's blog today is..Heartache, Broken-heart, unrequited love, heartbreak, Love endings, moving on and etc. Well, as you can see about my title, thats my subject for today. Im not heartbroken or anything...infact, Im happy, sort of. I just want to share my thoughts regarding this matter.

If you have been a regular visitor here in my site, you would know my history about love and the heartaches ive felt (Im pretty much open about this stuff). I experienced it. A LOT. And if i will be asked, "whats the most unforgettable feeling you have ever felt in your entire life?". i would probably answer..."the pain of losing someone".

Maybe, it would be unforgettable for me because first of all, it would be so freakin hard to move on especially if the person you are trying to forget really is someone you LOVED SO MUCH, EVEN MORE THAN YOUR LIFE. Secondly, you will do hilarious stuff to numb the pain. You will cry day and night, or use someone to forget. And Lastly, even though you have completely forgot THAT someone...when suddenly one day, you saw him smile at you or you bumped into him..its like you will feel some kind of pinch in your heart..or maybe even 1% of your love for him will come back. And you will realize...that you missed him..A LOT. Well, maybe to others it isnt like that, but as for me...i felt that way.

As i was writing this, i was listening to the song "heaven" by dj sammy. For those who doesnt know, listen here: Click. And this line really fits my topic for today:

We've been down that road before
but that's over now
You keep me coming back for more'....

There are times that we want to hold on to something, but destiny cant just let us have it. There are times that even though things are already perfect, fate just got to destroy it and love would have to vanish. Ive felt those feelings before and im really proud of my self that ive surpassed those trials. Im just thankful that now, we entirely live a happy but different life. Ive got awesome bf and its just perfect as before. There are times that i wanna go back to the path i onced passed, but then it was over and i just cant repeat the past like how we bloggers click the "archives" button. All i can do now, is reminisce. Reminisce through the past. And if i go back in time, i would never have the things i have now.

Though there are a lot of conflicts happening with my present guy...like what just happened the other day....

A guy classmate of mine sat next to me. Which is one of my "ex-es"(seriously, im not really serious with him before..bad me!)..i just talked with him due to a playstation game. Its god of war and soul calibour. Well, my bf saw me...and i didnt know that he was getting all jealous that time. We had an activity that time, its the making of your own "plate number" that best symbolizes your personality(those plates you seee behind vehicles). He actually made it KIM 143(kim is me, then 143 is i love you), but right after that conversation with my guy classmate...he tore the paper apart, and created a new one. Im shocked about that, and i didnt know that he would get jealous like that..but its all settled now.

...im still glad. That now, i am a better person. I know what to do now, because i learned from my past (Serious) relationships. Anyway, i just want to dedicate this post to my close friends that had love problems or stuffs. Sis Tricia, sis Mikayla, and sis Shel. I want to goodluck you all to your future lives and for you guys to have a healthy love lives in the future. LIVE. Im really proud for you guys that you're staying strong after all the feelings you've felt. Reading your posts inspired me to write stuff about it, im really sleepy right now so im very sorry for this not really good post dedicated to you guys, but ive posted this with great sincerity and care. Muaah.. Always remember that despite all those things we've felt..there would always be someone...meant only for us..and JUST FOR US. And if getting hurt now makes you give up, think about that "someone" meant for you. If you'll give up now, how will that someone meet and give you the love you wanna feel? Thats all, i know im not making any sense now..haha..im just so sleepy already..muaah..ill leave you with this lovely quote guys:

People give up on love sometimes. That’s why God made the earth round so that if two people who are meant to be would decide to walk different paths, still, at one point of the world, the ends of their roads will meet.

Random:
BTW, i would like to thanks those who commented on my last post, the comments are plentiful and touching.i love you guys, i hope you comment in this one too..
Btw, IVE GOT NEW PIXELS. Check out my freebies page.
Also got new pages, cursor design and of course a new link button size 31x31.

btw, to my readers, followers and members of my collection:
Ive prepared some gifts for you guys, some gift badges..and i hope you post it to your site, i didnt created that for nothing anyway.

Gift Badges Here!«

go to "gifts" section for the codes.
thanks so much guys, ill make more as long as you support kymie's lullaby.

thats it for now..
i dont know if classes will be suspended tomorrow so ive got to sleep now.

but again(lawls) i will once again share my face, just for updates:

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Rock Princess

Lawls??! Rock princess? more like hiphop princess!
whatever, i just got a pictorial during one boring day.
So i just end up posting it here. That jacket belongs to my bf.
Hihi..! and i love the tiara. Anyway, its like i lost weight.
Yay! Ive been on diet for 2 weeks now. And i think its working, yay!!

thats all for now..visit my kymfolio for bigger images!!

How about you guys? Share your heartache..im available to give you advice and stuff.
toodles!! see yah around!

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Thanks so much.

maybe ive mentioned it before, but my school is infact a math and science school..
thats why the sections in the highschool department are nerds..err..i mean..genius people known in the world. i was from the FRANKLIN section during my freshmen years. Next, is ARISTOTLE class in my sophomore year..and lastly, Im a PASCAL student last year(our class president created a name for our class: PASCALIKOTS, i mean..what the hell was that about!?)

notice my title? VOILA!! Im now, a proud ARCHIMEDES. This section is like the star section in our school, im happy to be in it though there's a lot of difficulties and stuff. Btw, do you know archimedes? He is the person who invented the water pump i think..oh whatever, people might get bored when I enumerate his achievements here.

School life:
Hm..yeah, im back as your typical teenage student. Im back into sitting back in my comfy chair, legs-crossed staring at the board while i play with my ballpen. School is good by the way. We were so quiet and so organized, i think we matured a lot. Though really awkward since my ex was sitted near in front of me while my current bf was seated near my back. Last monday, we have the whole day chit chatting with our adviser, which is a teacher of mine for about 4 years. Classes isnt regular yet, so we kept on chitchatting. We even had a question and answer portion, each one of us will answer our teacher's questions. Well, he knew well my background on love, and since both my past and present are in class..whew he kept on calling me..what the hell was that about?

Teacher: hmm....do you believe that first love never dies?
Me: EEh?*shocked* hmm....

I stared blankly at my teacher, and smiled..but that very moment i remembered the day my ex used to tell me...First love never dies..

Ex: First love never dies, two persons might break up..but the moments they shared will never die. Maybe physically and emotionally they're done, but first love will always be inside your mind and there would always be a special place in your heart even if theres no feelings anymore. Its not the love that wont die, it was the moments they've spent together that would be treasured by you forever..thats why i will never forget someone like you..whatever happens.

Its not like im his first love, or he is my first love, we had our earlier relationships..but its my first time ever (him as well) to be so in love and that serious..thats why of all my ex, he is the one that i will always treasure. Im glad he is happy now...i always see him..though his eyes are not the same as the way he looks at me before.

continuation..
Me: EEh?*shocked* hmm....
Me:hmm...yeah..i do believe.
Teacher: so, is it okay for you to let someone go even if you dont want to?
Me: Yes.
Teacher: SO, you're happy with the current relationship you're in?
(I nodded, and sat down)

everybody in the classroom knew what the hell our adviser is referring to. And what i really dont forget about is when my teacher asked my ex as well.

Teacher: So, is SHE replaced in your heart?
Ex: yes..
Teacher: Hm...how about, ..does SHE still have a place there in your heart..
Ex: Uhm.............wala na po.(already gone)

I cant help but smile. Things really has changed. The way i see it before, it was US. but now...it was only....HIM..and I. I had to admit i was hurt at first...but hearing from him before that i have a special place in his heart makes me satisfied still..,.he doesnt have a new gf..but i think he was so happy in life, if we were still onto each other, this June21, it wouldve been our anniversary..anyway..
while me, i love my current bf so much, and infact he was also asked..and he told my teacher that he was very happy with me. And i was glad with that. Im still amazed about on how my ex act in school...he was so good at academics. Thats why many told us before that we really are a good couple because we are both top students. But my current bf really makes me laugh a lot. He was not that intellegent type but probably someone you would love to love. Someone who would sing in front of a crowd of people and dedicate a song for you with his gentle voice. Thats who he is and i do love him for that.

anyway, why did we ended up in here anyway!?
That's the start of my adventure as an Archimedes fourth year student. And i know there would be a lot of things instore...like for example im placed at the coldest place in our room. Lawls, our aircon was directed to me whatever you do, thats why i look stupid in our room, the only one wearing a jacket in class. But i like my place, its comfy, and a window is beside me. I was near the center thats why i was kinda the center of attraction of teachers. Subjects are kind of tricky. Imagine we have 3 periods of Physics, CALCULUS and double period of Chemistry. I mean, what the hell was that about? Anyway, those are just partial infos of how my school life was. More to come and more stories to tell.

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Off to school


Do i look fat? My bf told me its like i gained weight.huhu..im chubby..huhu.
but he told me i look cute. But NOOO..no way i am fat.. makes me concious though.
sorry that my uniform isnt seen clearly..

Thats all for now, visit me regularly for more stories..
hope you love my story for today..
got to sleep babiees..muaah..


we have CAT tomorrow..and 5 is our dismissal.waa..i might miss BOF. !! Btw, its tuesday today...tomorrow is wednesday..whatever..ciao!

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hi there guys, im really sorry that these days i wasnt commenting and replying to your posts and tags..
i do apologize for that, its just that...i set my last week of vacation to my self, and i do stuff only for me..because school is coming...and as in..COMING. today is sunday, june14. And tomorrow is the start of our class. Hmm, i wont say that i will be on hiatus or what since i can manage my studies and computer stuff..sometimes i wonder..whats the connection of computer to studying anyway?? Lawls, no offense but i use computer as a learning tool..
thats why i can balance it..anyway, what the hell am i talkin about?

Notice my new blog layout? Lawls, sorry for always changing. Its classes tomorrow and i think i would be a bit busy..so i created a new layout now...because im pretty sure that i wont be able to change it again during school days. Lawls, i just made it a bit simple yet...organized.
Lawls, i didnt make it so kawaii and so childish since i thought that i was a senior now, so i should at least make my layout organized and mature. Well, this is the best i can do. Haha, i tried to make it a back to school theme..but..it still end up like a kawaii theme..*AMP*

Anyway, also, ive updated pages design, and added shortcuts. Also the comment button is fixed since i noticed that many are complaining. Sorry for that, im just a noob in coding..but now, i kinda fixed it. At least this time you dont have to comment on a new window..instead, its embedded under my post right on this page. New start ei?

Speaking of new start, i dont know what exactly to feel for the first day. Lawls, i get concious of my self..and everything. anyway...AJA!! i can do it. Lawls, but on the bright side...im kinda excited of first day because our adviser is so freakin great!(every class he held was always the best class of the whole school year)..and im so glad about that..our class would be recognized..as good ones(since last year..our class is recognized as the WORST class). Another thing is, i love my school stuff, especially my notebook..i wanted to write on them already, look:


and its dividers are freakin cool:cool ei? anyway, imma going to have a short post only since its gettin kinda late.
Sorry for the random post though..i still have to comment on the other's post..
so tada.!! btw...wait for my other pixel draws..ive created them already but i kinda dont have time to post it here. ..

anyway, for those proud FILIPINOS out there, check out my tagalog blog:
LAKYMBINI.CO.NR
--lawls, foreigners can also visit but you wont understand. All my craziness in life was in there. anyway..until here guys!! i love you all!! muaah!! do comment.muah

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Whew, my mind is so mixed up these days. Maybe this is because of the SUDDEN change of schedule. I already programmed myself that by June 7-8 i would just relax and do bloghopping so when June 9(start of classes) came, i am carefree and would focus only on schoolstuff.

But suddenly, during the morning of June 8, i heard that our class is moved to June 15...and whoa..! I felt glad for that, for the fact that i havent organized my things yet, and i think im not yet ready for school and everything.

So here i am now, blogging about these stuff when supposedly i am sleeping soundly worried about school the next day...BUT NOT! Classes are next week, thats why i decided to do more stuff and everything, thats why ideas came crashing and bumping each other inside my head. Uggh..my mind is now pixelated. You know, my ideas are like those squares in pixels compressed with each other, but when you take a better view of it..it looks nice. Like my ideas, they seemed wild and overflowing, but when you see its results, itll be pretty nice. WTF? What the hell am i saying here?

anyway, lemme share now thoughts from my pixelated mind..

First off, speaking of pixels, i was so curious how to make those stuff. Actually, i have no interest in those. But i dont know, i saw a very cute pic that made me reaallly reallyyy envy it. I forgot where it was, but i rarely get envy on things. And i was shocked that i envy that kawaii pixel, when infact, i have no interest in that at all.
I was inspired to make one. I researched, studied pixeling in a span of one day. I even slept 3 in the morning just to read tutorials and try out those pixels myself. Out of inspiration and will, i didnt notice that im actually liking pixeling. Thanks to a site that i accidentally stumbled upon(swimchick site), i managed to learn pixeling.. Im still a noob though, but i will always practice so ill get better. Here are the first pixels i made as practice. Its really funny though.

Those are my first pixels, very noobie right? All i need is to learn it anyway, and the improving ang beautifying is up to me..anyway, i worked on those 3 straight days...and im proud to say, that somehow my works kind of improved..and in a span of 3 days..lawls..

Here are my improved pixel works.. «

I learned to animate it and make more realistic. Wanna use those? Go to my 'you' section and check out more of my free pixels. I also have Pixel texts...like this one:

Btw, thats "i love you" in korean. its in my goodies page so check it out, Ill add more sometime so you guys got a lot of pixels to choose from. Speaking of goodies stuff, ive updated my "Enakei Graphics" freebies, and added some more enakei stuff. Check those out, i made that for you guys, ill give you a sneak peek..

take a peek>>

Theres more so dont forget to check it out..Like what i mentioned, my mind is overflowing of ideas. And yeah, one more contributor is those contests i joined. Btw, bai he's and Miss Chips Club's Contest we're already finished and im very thankful that i got awards from both contest. Lawls, but here i am again, joining another contest right after those finished ones. Its Helena's and Kimverlyn's contest. So wish me luck.

...for the meantime, lemme make a post about another contest(whew.again!?) that is hosted by a close friend sis tricia. ahehe...

My Contest Entry>>

(im the one with peace sign) btw, credits to sis jess for the ribbon there on my entry, she let me borrow that graphics of hers,,anyway..
Lawls, i didnt know why it shrinked though, i made that big enough but when i uploaded it here it kinda shrinked, anyway it still looked nice. And now lemme proceed to the answer and question portion:

THE REVIEW AND Q&A Portion>>

1. How long have you been friends?

we've been friends since we we're in 1st grade. We didnt started off as friends actually, we were enemies before, but then as time passes by, we learned to accept one another and we decided to be friends. I remember those days during our first grade when we dance together during school programs and how we work together on our arts class. We were friends long enough, long enough that our bond are too hard to tear apart.ü

2. What do you like about them?

What i like about them is that, they accept my flaws, clumsiness and evil attitude(rofl). They accepted me without any hesitation or doubt. They do trust me with all their heart and most of all, they are always there for me. In happiness or sorrow. They can listen to me, and by that, they can automatically comfort me..i dont know why, but maybe thats just how the power of friendship works. They support my decisions, even if sometimes they kinda disagree, for they thought that my happiness is also their happiness. But what i really like best about them, is that, if they saw something wrong with my attitude, doings, decisions and etc..they werent afraid of telling me that I WAS WRONG. Not like any other people there that keeps on considering one's wrong doings, thats why some people dont learn. Because as for me, a true friend would not be afraid to correct your faults and wrong doings if he/she knows that telling you these things will lead you to something good.

3. What are the problems you have encountered together?

Though we say verbally whats wrong with us or what, there are times that we still lack communication. And thess what starts the problems between us. Sometimes we hurt the feelings of one another but we keep quiet to the fact that one would get offended. We'd sometimes keep it to ourselves, and end up telling to others what she has done to me that really offended me and etc, in a way, backstabbing. And there, the conflict starts as soon as the person referring to heard about it. Its really hard to explain though, but people will get the point. We just lack sharing of our REAL emotional feelings towards one another. But at least for now, we rarely have conflicts, because we learned our lessons, and we are matured enough to get into a fight. Hello? We've been together for like...10 years(just celebrated our 10th year this june 8),so we should stop quarelling all over.

4. Are they for keeps? Why do you say so?
A BIG YES. They are for keeps. we've been through a lot together, in every sadness and happiness in our lives. In obstacles, in challenges, in victory and in success our friendship stood strong and compact every second. And for that, i would say that they are worth it to be my bestest friends in the whole wild world. Especially now, that we are graduating and we might not see each other again because of different colleges we'd go to, so as i start a new journey to my college life next year, i would bring and keep them in my heart and in my mind, BECAUSE THEY ARE WORTH BEING TREASURED FOR. I love these friends of mine: Ann, Sam, Kat--Friends to be kept till the end of time.

Write a review on http://oh-well.net and it’s owner, ME!

--It makes me smile remembering the time where sis tricia is still in her blogspot blog. I remembered that time when her layout is full of strawberries and somehow colored yellow and blue or something.
Actually i accidentally stumbled upon the blogspot site of her because i saw her contest banner in a friend's blog. And from that first sight of her blogspot blog, makes me think that infact the owner is a sweetperson.
Time passes by, me and sis tricia became close. She's really kind so it wasnt that hard to get along with her. Not that i feel like im a know-it-all person, but i kinda saw sis tricia's blog transform from blogspot blog to a DOMAIN blog.
And seeing those blog tranformations, the owner itself also transformed. Like they say, "Like blog,like owner"(lawls,wtf am i saying? i actually got that from 'like mother, like son'). Starting of as a blogspot owner, she seeked helped from
me and i gladly helped her. She learned to make her own blogger theme, and i was so proud with her. She transferred to a subdomain, and whoa! Im shocked, she learned a lot of FTp and layout designing. Until one day, i heard she's going to have
a customized domain which is OH-WELL.NET. And when i stumbled upon her haven, voila a wonderful website it is. The sweetness is still there but she really improved a lot. Her site isnt that pink superb to the max kawaii site, but even though it wasnt pink
she managed to make it look kawaii without hurting the viewer's eyes.(Lols, im guilty, i feel like my site really hurts the reader's eyes..haha!) She uses colors that is pleasing to the human eye, and with such kawaii characters. Well, her site is pretty organized as well,
and im pretty sure readers would easily roam around her bloggie. She also writes well, she puts a lot of thoughts, sincerity and of course, LOVE in it. She writes things from her thoughts to the pages of her blog without confusing people. She really does use the right words
which makes readers understand the topic very well, not getting the wrong idea or whatsoever.

--Lets leave the site for a while, and let me proceed to the owner. I said before that she was so kind, and that i didnt have a hard time getting along with this girl. She's so down to earth, and she definitely get along with all ages.
(What? can she handle 5 years old to 11 years old kiddos? OF COURSE!! haha..kidding!) Anyway, she is a BIG SISTER TO ME. I like her a lot, she's one of the people i look up to in this cyberworld. A person thats not afraid to help and seek help.
A girl that is true to herself, and a teenager that is not afraid to tell the world that she is inlove and that she is also...hurt. But we, the cyber people(freaks.haha) are always here to help her..and to comfort her.
You go sis tricia and continue to be sweet. Let the people hear your angelic voice and stay true to yourself.

I love her whole personality...and thats what make her also, a keep for me. If only ive got a picture with the two of us..ill definitely include you on my contest entry, thats all..stay sweet.muah!

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Anyway, thats all, i need your support guys, do wish me luck!
Just another random stuff...
just to let you all know..i just got my hair fixed. Lawl, my mom rebonded it...nothing changed much really, except the shiny feel...what do you think of my hair? compare it to my hair before.. click!

hiyaay! eyebags.ive been sleeping late lately.haha..sorry for that. Hahaha.
really, i sleep late because of stuff in here..even just to make those spoilers work here on my site, made me sleep late..btw..check out the exits and me section. More data and stuff..more SPOILERS as well.thanks sis joebz for the codes.

anyway, maybe my entry would just be upto here..

but before that...
like what i mentioned on my last post, i would make a video right?
and yeah i successfully made it.but im really sorry for the quality, its kinda blurry...
as well as the lighting..well, its kinda dark...
i would also like to apologize while its still early for my continuous "peace" signs in there..
lawls...as well as my "bangs" covering my eyes..haahaha!! my hair isnt rebonded yet in that vid so it kinda looked different from the pics i posted above..

again..sorry for the PIXELATED dark atmosphere..haha..i will really really improve on that next time..anyway..
all bloggers can watch..

but i mentioned here: sis tricia of oh well, sis joebz, sis mikayla, sis kryk and sis jean.
the truth is i also mentioned many names but youtube cant support super long videos thats why i have to cut that part to make it fit..

ill just give you the link but i wont be able to post it here since my music box bg music would interfere with my vid's audio.
pls be patient on watching...some scenes are kinda long...hihi...

Watch Here!!>>

HIT ME BABY ONE MORE TIME

ill leave you that for now..sorry again for inconvenience..

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*sniff*
its so hard to breathe really, my nose are clogged and i kept sneezing..
Swine Flu? Naah..its not something like that..
its just that, it has been raining for days now and the wind is swooshing like a hurricane..
maybe it was the opened window that made me cold and the open sliding door beside me that made me wet because of the rain..all these factors made me ill..lawls, silly me..

but maybe another factor is that even though its raining i still went outside, specifically in SM to shop some beauty stuff and to watch a movie with my bf..lawls, combining the wind outside and the fully conditioned mall, of course i would probably catch a cold. I still had a great time though, i ate a lot of popcorn, and drank a lot of soda. We watched "night at the museum" and it was really hilarious. (btw, i love those singing angels..they do remind me of Jonas brothers, lols..since thats a historical museum, i thought that maybe those are the past lives of that band..rofl). And after that trip to the mall, unexpectedly we went to their clinic(his parents are dentists) and his parents checked my teeth and gave me a free treatment..talk about a legal relationship. Anyway, that was yesterday..and i was so happy really. I slept accidentally and woke about 12 midnight..i turned on the pc because i cant sleep that time..while i was at it...my mind suddenly drifted somewhere else, and there, before my very eyes...i was thinking about my past...

on how things were different now than before.
I remembered how my past relationship ended, it was our family stuff.
Its like our parents are splitting us up, i remembered how much i loved that guy..
in fact, its like i love that boy before more than i love my boyfriend now...but the different thing is..im much happier with the relationship im in now..that past relationship was too melodramatic. Parents against the love, pretending to hate him just for him to break up with you so ur parents wont kick you out of the house, and something the sort..its too..dramatic.
but i loved that guy so much, but theres too much tears..thats why i decided to end that one at the firstplace..

but im a lot happier now..though im not giving all the love i have because im scared to get hurt like my feeling when i broke up with my past..but i still love my present even so..its just that im so happy..theres a lot of things that he does that makes me happy.

like this afternoon, he was calling me...and chit chatting with me..it was rainy and cold..until he told me that he wanted to see me and told me that he wanted us to go out..
i told him that it the weather is not that good, and we dont have anywhere to go...
when suddenly he told me that just literally GO OUT...he told me that he was outside our house..im really shocked..but i dont want to believe him..he does like to joke around so i said no. (you know he'll say: buahaha!! UTO-UTO) then he told me just a glance outside wouldnt hurt..so i looked outside, i dont see anything...until someone passed by,and is talking with someone on the phone.. and it was him..i was shocked men..his house was kinda out of town, and he said that he just left without asking his parents..i went outside our terrace looking down on him..

lawls, im speechless..we look stupid, looking at eachother and talking by the phone..thats plainly weird..children playing around looked at us...and i was so embarassed.lols, that was a fun experience and really..it made me really really happy.



anyway, as i was thinking about it..i compared my present to the past.
though my present and i kept on fighting...we are somewhat..happy in each others arms.
no secrets behind family, no drama...and etc. Anyway, while im into those extensive thinking..i suddenly stumbled upon my trashed blog. My old wordpress blog..lawls..
the design really sucks, lawls i was still a noob back then. I smiled, and there i saw a post..
that made me grin a bit and made me feel the hurt i was feeling the moment i wrote that post..well, my writing was good in there, im impressed. .and a lot of symbolisms, too.

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I was feeding a cat….
just so you know…she’s pregnant…and she’s been staying at the balcony of my tito’s room…which is….infront of our computer…i always hear her meowing….I just wanna feed her..because..I dont know…I have a soft heart..when it comes to animals.i was inside our house and she was outside…
I opened thae sliding door and from the inside im going to throw the food outside for her to eat…I dont know..but maybe because of strong will to eat..the cat stretched her arms…reaching for food that is in my hand…and then the next thing I know my finger was already bleeding….but still..i gave her the food,,and left..I was wounded…by a cat….the wound is under my nail…thats why, in term of physical…its not seen…but when you are in my position right now…it does hurt…
but it just doesnt seem like it….when I felt the cat’s nail..in my finger…I was just shock and, I couldnt feel anything..but when I clean it up with water….it starts to hurt…and then…it starts to hurt, more and more…..But even after that..I cant hate the cat….I would still continue to feed it..like what I used to do…I would forget the wound…and besides,,she doesn’t know that she hurt me right What Im writing right now was senseless right??
but infact….whatever it is that is happening right now was similar to what im feeling….
it just doesnt seem like it…because on the outside I looked fine but Im really bleeding inside….someone wounded it..at first…it doesnt hurt..but when I tried to clean up and forget…it hurts more…I tried to numb the pain…but the feeling gets worstbut still, i dont know whats happenin..
but I just still —- — after all the wound and hurt — made me feel..
I would still be the way I am to — before…because…I have no right…to let — see that Im hurt…since…– doesnt even know that he hurt me..’cause it doesnt seem like it.

*thanks for joebz for the spoilers..yyaayy!!*

dramatic huh??
oh whatever enough of the dramatic feel..


anyway, here i am again, joining another contest..lawls..
i joined tricia of oh-well.net's contest about friends.
well, while i was editing our pic, my mind drifted to somewhere else again
because the picture i used was taken during november i think..and a lot happened that time, lawls, theres a conflict going on in our group thats why i cant help but think about it while i was editing our picture..

i will post that soon, i was working on the essay and besides i still dont have a confirmation from sis tricia about it..

oh anyway, i think it just have to be until here..
i think i need some rest....im dont feel good.anyway..
oh anyway, thanks for those who join my sweetpuff club and sweetdoll collection
u guys are awesome, those that are interested, either go to home page or go to site for collection and club..its still open.


thanks for those who commented on my last post, a lots of comments a!
thankies guys...btw..visit my photoblog: here!

do follow and leave a comment..speaking of photos, watch out for the airing of my video(feeling professional!?) i am going to have a video greeting my favorite people in the blogging world..you will see me alive!! live!! talking! and moving and breathing!

i am still editing it so watch out...its my token of appreciation for supporters of kymies-lullaby..im so glad that many liked my updates, thanks so much..

im given an award by sis jean.muah...

<img src="http://i41.tinypic.com/k2jkmh.png" />

well,thanks for that and i think imma pass it to my love bloggers..:
JOEBZ, TRICIA(oh well.net), TRISH.
Thats all for now..haha.

also thanks for qi wen for the music category award.
lawls!! i won..thanks a bunch...

thats all ...yay..school days are coming..
PANIC..
muah..love u all..



toodles!

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*breathes* Hay, summer is finally over.
Yes, this is my first post for the month of june..so how's it been for you guys out there?
Our school is still on 9th of June*evil laugh*. thank God for that..at least extension of summer diba? haha..anyway..

FINALLY IM BACK.
lawls..its been a long time since i wrote here again..
my bloggie is under construction for how many days..
and VOILA..this is what it took it so long.
lawls...well, a lot of updates happened: More pages,new music, more organized sidebar, bigger chatbox, bigger space for blog content, cleaner layout and cuter navigations...just roam around my site and there are a lot of surprises in store, just waiting to be found..

lols, actually im not yet about to open this, but i really miss you guys thats why i finished it already..finally...its over--my designing i mean.(lawls.sorry for the random post for today..its almost 3 in the morning thats why im out of my mind..*bangag*)

anyway, i just hope the new updates are working for you, and do contact me if theres something you hate or wrong with the blog content..

RANDOM--
Im making my site socially active nowadays. I kept on applying for clubs and joining collections and stuff. I entered a lot of contests as well(whew...if you read my welcome page, there's the contest i joined*click the speech ballon up there with the bird*)
Lawlers, i hope these stuff would make my blog's exposure better and would help me make my blog a better place. Anyway, speaking of contest and stuff im going to make a post regarding..Ate joyce's contest. Lawls, well its an editing contest and im going to feature heres my entry:

(a small version though)

tadaaa..hey..i worked hard on that. lawls..btw, here is the orignal picture: HEEREE. The winner is totally lucky check out the prizes...its effin awesome:

CASH PRIZE

*$10 from Ms.Candy-Blush
*$25 from Ate Reesie
*$50 from an anonymous friend
*$20 from Kuya Epfi of epfidemic.com
*$15 from Kikayness of kofistains.blogspot.com

THEMES, DOMAIN & WEBHOSTING

*Free Webhosting for 3 months from Kiven of Skaizer.com (my host)
*Free Webhosting from Pahn of therewespace.info
*Free webhosting from Kulot of kutserongkulot.com
*Free DOMAIN from Joycee
*Personalized wordpress theme & free unlimited webhosting for a year from Ate Mumu of mumusakanto.com
*1 year free webhosting from orphicpixel.com
*6 months free webhosting from Micaela of pink-host.info

AD SPOT

*100×100 avatar size ad spot in Gail’s blog of snoogumx.net
*1 month advertisement on Mel Lee’s blog of dollprincess.org
*125×125 Ad spot in Vhincent’s blog of chizmosalounge.com
*125×125 Ad spot in Jerick Mack’s blog of www.rickspot.com
*Ad spots in Nika Catbagan’s blogs, sandakotpalayok.com, nikacatbagan.com, bloggingpinay.com and thingsiloveaboutme.com
*125×125 Ad spot in Katkat’s blog of www.pinksesa.net
*125 x 125 ad spot at www.technorush.com from Ate Mumu
*500×500 ad spot in April’s blog of lhaydieapx.co.cc

E-LOAD

*$15 worth of e-load from Ate Cecille of thehillmans.wordpress.com
*Free weekly load for one month from Walongbote of painuminmoko.idlip.net

OTHER ITEMS

*The Twelfth Angel by Og Mandino and The Last Lecture by Randy Pausch from an anonymous friend
*Skullcandy Headset from Ate Bojoy & Arnie
*Lord of the Rings book from Kikayness of kofistains.blogspot.co

Well yeah, the contest is editing the picture of the host which is ate joice..nice right? I also joined bai he and shinju(amanda)'s contest. I featured shinju's contest on my anime blog since that contest talks about anime.

THE OTHER WORLD
Speaking of my anime blog, i would like to share to you all my newest ANIME BLOG: CLICK HERE TO SEE. If you we're reading my news section, there would be a subdomain coming up..and here it is now..my anime blog, my world. Hosted by a close friend scarlette.
lawls, pls do drop by and drop some comments..

my topics there are pretty interesting there, it talks about my recently watched or seen drama, anime ,cartoons, media and stuff.

Coming Soon:
, i am going to have a club as well..So for those interesed you can join dont worry..anyway.enough of the advertisement..muah.

also..do join my fanlisting/collection on the front page of my site.
u get to have kawaii banner and gift from me..u get updated and stuff..
so apply...so there now..aweeee

THOUGHT for this day:
whew.im freakin' tired today, doing stuff and everything. Preparing for school and etc..
lawls, ive been preparing for school..and im a bit nervous..lawls..its like my first day again
eehhh...i dont wanna go to school yet, i dont want to experience those hard times when i was a junior.lols..those sleepless nights just to study for history,math and physics..maybe its all worth it(since.i got on top because of that habbit) but its just still so tiring..

sometimes i just wanna quit studying..lols..but i really have to.
and i right now im gettin problematic on our thesis(wtf? highschool student with thesis?!)
well yeah, we have that...and we had our practice last year..we even had a defense..but only a practice. ..but this year, is the real thing..waaa...practice on thesis is so hard, what more if its already the real thing. Hay, my school is too advanced letting us to handle things like that even if supposedly not yet..anyway...whats the point blabbering here.

anyway, for those that got to school already...do well guys.
and for those still on vacation like me..GOODLUCK TO US.
well, relaxation-summer-beach-sun- sleep- reminiscing....is OVER.

June spells out a new life to us.
school-rain-stress-homework-early wakeups-books..MAATH.(T.T huhu, C.A.L.C.U.L.U.S)

so, how did your first day go anyway??
do comment already okay? muah..i missed you all..

*aww..sis mikayla wont be able to be online for a long time..gonna miss u*

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NEW LAYYIE GUYS. Im kinda bored with my last layyie and i find it so messed up, lawls. And since i got nothing to do this weekend, i decided to make one. Its a lot cleaner and organized than before. Err....i really love it actually. well...what can you say guys? haha...i really worked hard on this, spent almost couple of hours doing this.haha! I made it not-so-childish..but it still end up like that..niahah..what ever.thanks for those commenting btw.muaah!
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Its been awhile since i blogged here.
Well, i was kinda lazy to post a new entry because i just love to blog hop into many sites these days. Resource site, kawaii blog, emo blog, music blog, personal blog, boy blog and etc.
So i kinda explored for like, 3 days. Today is Wednesday, june 23. Classes were suspended this morning, and to think that ive prepared my self for school already. But its nice though, i end up blog hoppin again.

As I blog hop, i noticed that the usual topic in teenager's blog today is..Heartache, Broken-heart, unrequited love, heartbreak, Love endings, moving on and etc. Well, as you can see about my title, thats my subject for today. Im not heartbroken or anything...infact, Im happy, sort of. I just want to share my thoughts regarding this matter.

If you have been a regular visitor here in my site, you would know my history about love and the heartaches ive felt (Im pretty much open about this stuff). I experienced it. A LOT. And if i will be asked, "whats the most unforgettable feeling you have ever felt in your entire life?". i would probably answer..."the pain of losing someone".

Maybe, it would be unforgettable for me because first of all, it would be so freakin hard to move on especially if the person you are trying to forget really is someone you LOVED SO MUCH, EVEN MORE THAN YOUR LIFE. Secondly, you will do hilarious stuff to numb the pain. You will cry day and night, or use someone to forget. And Lastly, even though you have completely forgot THAT someone...when suddenly one day, you saw him smile at you or you bumped into him..its like you will feel some kind of pinch in your heart..or maybe even 1% of your love for him will come back. And you will realize...that you missed him..A LOT. Well, maybe to others it isnt like that, but as for me...i felt that way.

As i was writing this, i was listening to the song "heaven" by dj sammy. For those who doesnt know, listen here: Click. And this line really fits my topic for today:

We've been down that road before
but that's over now
You keep me coming back for more'....

There are times that we want to hold on to something, but destiny cant just let us have it. There are times that even though things are already perfect, fate just got to destroy it and love would have to vanish. Ive felt those feelings before and im really proud of my self that ive surpassed those trials. Im just thankful that now, we entirely live a happy but different life. Ive got awesome bf and its just perfect as before. There are times that i wanna go back to the path i onced passed, but then it was over and i just cant repeat the past like how we bloggers click the "archives" button. All i can do now, is reminisce. Reminisce through the past. And if i go back in time, i would never have the things i have now.

Though there are a lot of conflicts happening with my present guy...like what just happened the other day....

A guy classmate of mine sat next to me. Which is one of my "ex-es"(seriously, im not really serious with him before..bad me!)..i just talked with him due to a playstation game. Its god of war and soul calibour. Well, my bf saw me...and i didnt know that he was getting all jealous that time. We had an activity that time, its the making of your own "plate number" that best symbolizes your personality(those plates you seee behind vehicles). He actually made it KIM 143(kim is me, then 143 is i love you), but right after that conversation with my guy classmate...he tore the paper apart, and created a new one. Im shocked about that, and i didnt know that he would get jealous like that..but its all settled now.

...im still glad. That now, i am a better person. I know what to do now, because i learned from my past (Serious) relationships. Anyway, i just want to dedicate this post to my close friends that had love problems or stuffs. Sis Tricia, sis Mikayla, and sis Shel. I want to goodluck you all to your future lives and for you guys to have a healthy love lives in the future. LIVE. Im really proud for you guys that you're staying strong after all the feelings you've felt. Reading your posts inspired me to write stuff about it, im really sleepy right now so im very sorry for this not really good post dedicated to you guys, but ive posted this with great sincerity and care. Muaah.. Always remember that despite all those things we've felt..there would always be someone...meant only for us..and JUST FOR US. And if getting hurt now makes you give up, think about that "someone" meant for you. If you'll give up now, how will that someone meet and give you the love you wanna feel? Thats all, i know im not making any sense now..haha..im just so sleepy already..muaah..ill leave you with this lovely quote guys:

People give up on love sometimes. That’s why God made the earth round so that if two people who are meant to be would decide to walk different paths, still, at one point of the world, the ends of their roads will meet.

Random:
BTW, i would like to thanks those who commented on my last post, the comments are plentiful and touching.i love you guys, i hope you comment in this one too..
Btw, IVE GOT NEW PIXELS. Check out my freebies page.
Also got new pages, cursor design and of course a new link button size 31x31.

btw, to my readers, followers and members of my collection:
Ive prepared some gifts for you guys, some gift badges..and i hope you post it to your site, i didnt created that for nothing anyway.

Gift Badges Here!«

go to "gifts" section for the codes.
thanks so much guys, ill make more as long as you support kymie's lullaby.

thats it for now..
i dont know if classes will be suspended tomorrow so ive got to sleep now.

but again(lawls) i will once again share my face, just for updates:

My Latest Picture«

Rock Princess

Lawls??! Rock princess? more like hiphop princess!
whatever, i just got a pictorial during one boring day.
So i just end up posting it here. That jacket belongs to my bf.
Hihi..! and i love the tiara. Anyway, its like i lost weight.
Yay! Ive been on diet for 2 weeks now. And i think its working, yay!!

thats all for now..visit my kymfolio for bigger images!!

How about you guys? Share your heartache..im available to give you advice and stuff.
toodles!! see yah around!

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Lawls..im not really expecting to win or anything, but i dont want to be the last one in there..i just need supporters..so do vote! CLICK HERE! (kymie is the name).

Thanks so much.

maybe ive mentioned it before, but my school is infact a math and science school..
thats why the sections in the highschool department are nerds..err..i mean..genius people known in the world. i was from the FRANKLIN section during my freshmen years. Next, is ARISTOTLE class in my sophomore year..and lastly, Im a PASCAL student last year(our class president created a name for our class: PASCALIKOTS, i mean..what the hell was that about!?)

notice my title? VOILA!! Im now, a proud ARCHIMEDES. This section is like the star section in our school, im happy to be in it though there's a lot of difficulties and stuff. Btw, do you know archimedes? He is the person who invented the water pump i think..oh whatever, people might get bored when I enumerate his achievements here.

School life:
Hm..yeah, im back as your typical teenage student. Im back into sitting back in my comfy chair, legs-crossed staring at the board while i play with my ballpen. School is good by the way. We were so quiet and so organized, i think we matured a lot. Though really awkward since my ex was sitted near in front of me while my current bf was seated near my back. Last monday, we have the whole day chit chatting with our adviser, which is a teacher of mine for about 4 years. Classes isnt regular yet, so we kept on chitchatting. We even had a question and answer portion, each one of us will answer our teacher's questions. Well, he knew well my background on love, and since both my past and present are in class..whew he kept on calling me..what the hell was that about?

Teacher: hmm....do you believe that first love never dies?
Me: EEh?*shocked* hmm....

I stared blankly at my teacher, and smiled..but that very moment i remembered the day my ex used to tell me...First love never dies..

Ex: First love never dies, two persons might break up..but the moments they shared will never die. Maybe physically and emotionally they're done, but first love will always be inside your mind and there would always be a special place in your heart even if theres no feelings anymore. Its not the love that wont die, it was the moments they've spent together that would be treasured by you forever..thats why i will never forget someone like you..whatever happens.

Its not like im his first love, or he is my first love, we had our earlier relationships..but its my first time ever (him as well) to be so in love and that serious..thats why of all my ex, he is the one that i will always treasure. Im glad he is happy now...i always see him..though his eyes are not the same as the way he looks at me before.

continuation..
Me: EEh?*shocked* hmm....
Me:hmm...yeah..i do believe.
Teacher: so, is it okay for you to let someone go even if you dont want to?
Me: Yes.
Teacher: SO, you're happy with the current relationship you're in?
(I nodded, and sat down)

everybody in the classroom knew what the hell our adviser is referring to. And what i really dont forget about is when my teacher asked my ex as well.

Teacher: So, is SHE replaced in your heart?
Ex: yes..
Teacher: Hm...how about, ..does SHE still have a place there in your heart..
Ex: Uhm.............wala na po.(already gone)

I cant help but smile. Things really has changed. The way i see it before, it was US. but now...it was only....HIM..and I. I had to admit i was hurt at first...but hearing from him before that i have a special place in his heart makes me satisfied still..,.he doesnt have a new gf..but i think he was so happy in life, if we were still onto each other, this June21, it wouldve been our anniversary..anyway..
while me, i love my current bf so much, and infact he was also asked..and he told my teacher that he was very happy with me. And i was glad with that. Im still amazed about on how my ex act in school...he was so good at academics. Thats why many told us before that we really are a good couple because we are both top students. But my current bf really makes me laugh a lot. He was not that intellegent type but probably someone you would love to love. Someone who would sing in front of a crowd of people and dedicate a song for you with his gentle voice. Thats who he is and i do love him for that.

anyway, why did we ended up in here anyway!?
That's the start of my adventure as an Archimedes fourth year student. And i know there would be a lot of things instore...like for example im placed at the coldest place in our room. Lawls, our aircon was directed to me whatever you do, thats why i look stupid in our room, the only one wearing a jacket in class. But i like my place, its comfy, and a window is beside me. I was near the center thats why i was kinda the center of attraction of teachers. Subjects are kind of tricky. Imagine we have 3 periods of Physics, CALCULUS and double period of Chemistry. I mean, what the hell was that about? Anyway, those are just partial infos of how my school life was. More to come and more stories to tell.

Click here for "me" stuff«

Off to school


Do i look fat? My bf told me its like i gained weight.huhu..im chubby..huhu.
but he told me i look cute. But NOOO..no way i am fat.. makes me concious though.
sorry that my uniform isnt seen clearly..

Thats all for now, visit me regularly for more stories..
hope you love my story for today..
got to sleep babiees..muaah..


we have CAT tomorrow..and 5 is our dismissal.waa..i might miss BOF. !! Btw, its tuesday today...tomorrow is wednesday..whatever..ciao!

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hi there guys, im really sorry that these days i wasnt commenting and replying to your posts and tags..
i do apologize for that, its just that...i set my last week of vacation to my self, and i do stuff only for me..because school is coming...and as in..COMING. today is sunday, june14. And tomorrow is the start of our class. Hmm, i wont say that i will be on hiatus or what since i can manage my studies and computer stuff..sometimes i wonder..whats the connection of computer to studying anyway?? Lawls, no offense but i use computer as a learning tool..
thats why i can balance it..anyway, what the hell am i talkin about?

Notice my new blog layout? Lawls, sorry for always changing. Its classes tomorrow and i think i would be a bit busy..so i created a new layout now...because im pretty sure that i wont be able to change it again during school days. Lawls, i just made it a bit simple yet...organized.
Lawls, i didnt make it so kawaii and so childish since i thought that i was a senior now, so i should at least make my layout organized and mature. Well, this is the best i can do. Haha, i tried to make it a back to school theme..but..it still end up like a kawaii theme..*AMP*

Anyway, also, ive updated pages design, and added shortcuts. Also the comment button is fixed since i noticed that many are complaining. Sorry for that, im just a noob in coding..but now, i kinda fixed it. At least this time you dont have to comment on a new window..instead, its embedded under my post right on this page. New start ei?

Speaking of new start, i dont know what exactly to feel for the first day. Lawls, i get concious of my self..and everything. anyway...AJA!! i can do it. Lawls, but on the bright side...im kinda excited of first day because our adviser is so freakin great!(every class he held was always the best class of the whole school year)..and im so glad about that..our class would be recognized..as good ones(since last year..our class is recognized as the WORST class). Another thing is, i love my school stuff, especially my notebook..i wanted to write on them already, look:


and its dividers are freakin cool:cool ei? anyway, imma going to have a short post only since its gettin kinda late.
Sorry for the random post though..i still have to comment on the other's post..
so tada.!! btw...wait for my other pixel draws..ive created them already but i kinda dont have time to post it here. ..

anyway, for those proud FILIPINOS out there, check out my tagalog blog:
LAKYMBINI.CO.NR
--lawls, foreigners can also visit but you wont understand. All my craziness in life was in there. anyway..until here guys!! i love you all!! muaah!! do comment.muah

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Whew, my mind is so mixed up these days. Maybe this is because of the SUDDEN change of schedule. I already programmed myself that by June 7-8 i would just relax and do bloghopping so when June 9(start of classes) came, i am carefree and would focus only on schoolstuff.

But suddenly, during the morning of June 8, i heard that our class is moved to June 15...and whoa..! I felt glad for that, for the fact that i havent organized my things yet, and i think im not yet ready for school and everything.

So here i am now, blogging about these stuff when supposedly i am sleeping soundly worried about school the next day...BUT NOT! Classes are next week, thats why i decided to do more stuff and everything, thats why ideas came crashing and bumping each other inside my head. Uggh..my mind is now pixelated. You know, my ideas are like those squares in pixels compressed with each other, but when you take a better view of it..it looks nice. Like my ideas, they seemed wild and overflowing, but when you see its results, itll be pretty nice. WTF? What the hell am i saying here?

anyway, lemme share now thoughts from my pixelated mind..

First off, speaking of pixels, i was so curious how to make those stuff. Actually, i have no interest in those. But i dont know, i saw a very cute pic that made me reaallly reallyyy envy it. I forgot where it was, but i rarely get envy on things. And i was shocked that i envy that kawaii pixel, when infact, i have no interest in that at all.
I was inspired to make one. I researched, studied pixeling in a span of one day. I even slept 3 in the morning just to read tutorials and try out those pixels myself. Out of inspiration and will, i didnt notice that im actually liking pixeling. Thanks to a site that i accidentally stumbled upon(swimchick site), i managed to learn pixeling.. Im still a noob though, but i will always practice so ill get better. Here are the first pixels i made as practice. Its really funny though.

Those are my first pixels, very noobie right? All i need is to learn it anyway, and the improving ang beautifying is up to me..anyway, i worked on those 3 straight days...and im proud to say, that somehow my works kind of improved..and in a span of 3 days..lawls..

Here are my improved pixel works.. «

I learned to animate it and make more realistic. Wanna use those? Go to my 'you' section and check out more of my free pixels. I also have Pixel texts...like this one:

Btw, thats "i love you" in korean. its in my goodies page so check it out, Ill add more sometime so you guys got a lot of pixels to choose from. Speaking of goodies stuff, ive updated my "Enakei Graphics" freebies, and added some more enakei stuff. Check those out, i made that for you guys, ill give you a sneak peek..

take a peek>>

Theres more so dont forget to check it out..Like what i mentioned, my mind is overflowing of ideas. And yeah, one more contributor is those contests i joined. Btw, bai he's and Miss Chips Club's Contest we're already finished and im very thankful that i got awards from both contest. Lawls, but here i am again, joining another contest right after those finished ones. Its Helena's and Kimverlyn's contest. So wish me luck.

...for the meantime, lemme make a post about another contest(whew.again!?) that is hosted by a close friend sis tricia. ahehe...

My Contest Entry>>

(im the one with peace sign) btw, credits to sis jess for the ribbon there on my entry, she let me borrow that graphics of hers,,anyway..
Lawls, i didnt know why it shrinked though, i made that big enough but when i uploaded it here it kinda shrinked, anyway it still looked nice. And now lemme proceed to the answer and question portion:

THE REVIEW AND Q&A Portion>>

1. How long have you been friends?

we've been friends since we we're in 1st grade. We didnt started off as friends actually, we were enemies before, but then as time passes by, we learned to accept one another and we decided to be friends. I remember those days during our first grade when we dance together during school programs and how we work together on our arts class. We were friends long enough, long enough that our bond are too hard to tear apart.ü

2. What do you like about them?

What i like about them is that, they accept my flaws, clumsiness and evil attitude(rofl). They accepted me without any hesitation or doubt. They do trust me with all their heart and most of all, they are always there for me. In happiness or sorrow. They can listen to me, and by that, they can automatically comfort me..i dont know why, but maybe thats just how the power of friendship works. They support my decisions, even if sometimes they kinda disagree, for they thought that my happiness is also their happiness. But what i really like best about them, is that, if they saw something wrong with my attitude, doings, decisions and etc..they werent afraid of telling me that I WAS WRONG. Not like any other people there that keeps on considering one's wrong doings, thats why some people dont learn. Because as for me, a true friend would not be afraid to correct your faults and wrong doings if he/she knows that telling you these things will lead you to something good.

3. What are the problems you have encountered together?

Though we say verbally whats wrong with us or what, there are times that we still lack communication. And thess what starts the problems between us. Sometimes we hurt the feelings of one another but we keep quiet to the fact that one would get offended. We'd sometimes keep it to ourselves, and end up telling to others what she has done to me that really offended me and etc, in a way, backstabbing. And there, the conflict starts as soon as the person referring to heard about it. Its really hard to explain though, but people will get the point. We just lack sharing of our REAL emotional feelings towards one another. But at least for now, we rarely have conflicts, because we learned our lessons, and we are matured enough to get into a fight. Hello? We've been together for like...10 years(just celebrated our 10th year this june 8),so we should stop quarelling all over.

4. Are they for keeps? Why do you say so?
A BIG YES. They are for keeps. we've been through a lot together, in every sadness and happiness in our lives. In obstacles, in challenges, in victory and in success our friendship stood strong and compact every second. And for that, i would say that they are worth it to be my bestest friends in the whole wild world. Especially now, that we are graduating and we might not see each other again because of different colleges we'd go to, so as i start a new journey to my college life next year, i would bring and keep them in my heart and in my mind, BECAUSE THEY ARE WORTH BEING TREASURED FOR. I love these friends of mine: Ann, Sam, Kat--Friends to be kept till the end of time.

Write a review on http://oh-well.net and it’s owner, ME!

--It makes me smile remembering the time where sis tricia is still in her blogspot blog. I remembered that time when her layout is full of strawberries and somehow colored yellow and blue or something.
Actually i accidentally stumbled upon the blogspot site of her because i saw her contest banner in a friend's blog. And from that first sight of her blogspot blog, makes me think that infact the owner is a sweetperson.
Time passes by, me and sis tricia became close. She's really kind so it wasnt that hard to get along with her. Not that i feel like im a know-it-all person, but i kinda saw sis tricia's blog transform from blogspot blog to a DOMAIN blog.
And seeing those blog tranformations, the owner itself also transformed. Like they say, "Like blog,like owner"(lawls,wtf am i saying? i actually got that from 'like mother, like son'). Starting of as a blogspot owner, she seeked helped from
me and i gladly helped her. She learned to make her own blogger theme, and i was so proud with her. She transferred to a subdomain, and whoa! Im shocked, she learned a lot of FTp and layout designing. Until one day, i heard she's going to have
a customized domain which is OH-WELL.NET. And when i stumbled upon her haven, voila a wonderful website it is. The sweetness is still there but she really improved a lot. Her site isnt that pink superb to the max kawaii site, but even though it wasnt pink
she managed to make it look kawaii without hurting the viewer's eyes.(Lols, im guilty, i feel like my site really hurts the reader's eyes..haha!) She uses colors that is pleasing to the human eye, and with such kawaii characters. Well, her site is pretty organized as well,
and im pretty sure readers would easily roam around her bloggie. She also writes well, she puts a lot of thoughts, sincerity and of course, LOVE in it. She writes things from her thoughts to the pages of her blog without confusing people. She really does use the right words
which makes readers understand the topic very well, not getting the wrong idea or whatsoever.

--Lets leave the site for a while, and let me proceed to the owner. I said before that she was so kind, and that i didnt have a hard time getting along with this girl. She's so down to earth, and she definitely get along with all ages.
(What? can she handle 5 years old to 11 years old kiddos? OF COURSE!! haha..kidding!) Anyway, she is a BIG SISTER TO ME. I like her a lot, she's one of the people i look up to in this cyberworld. A person thats not afraid to help and seek help.
A girl that is true to herself, and a teenager that is not afraid to tell the world that she is inlove and that she is also...hurt. But we, the cyber people(freaks.haha) are always here to help her..and to comfort her.
You go sis tricia and continue to be sweet. Let the people hear your angelic voice and stay true to yourself.

I love her whole personality...and thats what make her also, a keep for me. If only ive got a picture with the two of us..ill definitely include you on my contest entry, thats all..stay sweet.muah!

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Anyway, thats all, i need your support guys, do wish me luck!
Just another random stuff...
just to let you all know..i just got my hair fixed. Lawl, my mom rebonded it...nothing changed much really, except the shiny feel...what do you think of my hair? compare it to my hair before.. click!

hiyaay! eyebags.ive been sleeping late lately.haha..sorry for that. Hahaha.
really, i sleep late because of stuff in here..even just to make those spoilers work here on my site, made me sleep late..btw..check out the exits and me section. More data and stuff..more SPOILERS as well.thanks sis joebz for the codes.

anyway, maybe my entry would just be upto here..

but before that...
like what i mentioned on my last post, i would make a video right?
and yeah i successfully made it.but im really sorry for the quality, its kinda blurry...
as well as the lighting..well, its kinda dark...
i would also like to apologize while its still early for my continuous "peace" signs in there..
lawls...as well as my "bangs" covering my eyes..haahaha!! my hair isnt rebonded yet in that vid so it kinda looked different from the pics i posted above..

again..sorry for the PIXELATED dark atmosphere..haha..i will really really improve on that next time..anyway..
all bloggers can watch..

but i mentioned here: sis tricia of oh well, sis joebz, sis mikayla, sis kryk and sis jean.
the truth is i also mentioned many names but youtube cant support super long videos thats why i have to cut that part to make it fit..

ill just give you the link but i wont be able to post it here since my music box bg music would interfere with my vid's audio.
pls be patient on watching...some scenes are kinda long...hihi...

Watch Here!!>>

HIT ME BABY ONE MORE TIME

ill leave you that for now..sorry again for inconvenience..

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*sniff*
its so hard to breathe really, my nose are clogged and i kept sneezing..
Swine Flu? Naah..its not something like that..
its just that, it has been raining for days now and the wind is swooshing like a hurricane..
maybe it was the opened window that made me cold and the open sliding door beside me that made me wet because of the rain..all these factors made me ill..lawls, silly me..

but maybe another factor is that even though its raining i still went outside, specifically in SM to shop some beauty stuff and to watch a movie with my bf..lawls, combining the wind outside and the fully conditioned mall, of course i would probably catch a cold. I still had a great time though, i ate a lot of popcorn, and drank a lot of soda. We watched "night at the museum" and it was really hilarious. (btw, i love those singing angels..they do remind me of Jonas brothers, lols..since thats a historical museum, i thought that maybe those are the past lives of that band..rofl). And after that trip to the mall, unexpectedly we went to their clinic(his parents are dentists) and his parents checked my teeth and gave me a free treatment..talk about a legal relationship. Anyway, that was yesterday..and i was so happy really. I slept accidentally and woke about 12 midnight..i turned on the pc because i cant sleep that time..while i was at it...my mind suddenly drifted somewhere else, and there, before my very eyes...i was thinking about my past...

on how things were different now than before.
I remembered how my past relationship ended, it was our family stuff.
Its like our parents are splitting us up, i remembered how much i loved that guy..
in fact, its like i love that boy before more than i love my boyfriend now...but the different thing is..im much happier with the relationship im in now..that past relationship was too melodramatic. Parents against the love, pretending to hate him just for him to break up with you so ur parents wont kick you out of the house, and something the sort..its too..dramatic.
but i loved that guy so much, but theres too much tears..thats why i decided to end that one at the firstplace..

but im a lot happier now..though im not giving all the love i have because im scared to get hurt like my feeling when i broke up with my past..but i still love my present even so..its just that im so happy..theres a lot of things that he does that makes me happy.

like this afternoon, he was calling me...and chit chatting with me..it was rainy and cold..until he told me that he wanted to see me and told me that he wanted us to go out..
i told him that it the weather is not that good, and we dont have anywhere to go...
when suddenly he told me that just literally GO OUT...he told me that he was outside our house..im really shocked..but i dont want to believe him..he does like to joke around so i said no. (you know he'll say: buahaha!! UTO-UTO) then he told me just a glance outside wouldnt hurt..so i looked outside, i dont see anything...until someone passed by,and is talking with someone on the phone.. and it was him..i was shocked men..his house was kinda out of town, and he said that he just left without asking his parents..i went outside our terrace looking down on him..

lawls, im speechless..we look stupid, looking at eachother and talking by the phone..thats plainly weird..children playing around looked at us...and i was so embarassed.lols, that was a fun experience and really..it made me really really happy.



anyway, as i was thinking about it..i compared my present to the past.
though my present and i kept on fighting...we are somewhat..happy in each others arms.
no secrets behind family, no drama...and etc. Anyway, while im into those extensive thinking..i suddenly stumbled upon my trashed blog. My old wordpress blog..lawls..
the design really sucks, lawls i was still a noob back then. I smiled, and there i saw a post..
that made me grin a bit and made me feel the hurt i was feeling the moment i wrote that post..well, my writing was good in there, im impressed. .and a lot of symbolisms, too.

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I was feeding a cat….
just so you know…she’s pregnant…and she’s been staying at the balcony of my tito’s room…which is….infront of our computer…i always hear her meowing….I just wanna feed her..because..I dont know…I have a soft heart..when it comes to animals.i was inside our house and she was outside…
I opened thae sliding door and from the inside im going to throw the food outside for her to eat…I dont know..but maybe because of strong will to eat..the cat stretched her arms…reaching for food that is in my hand…and then the next thing I know my finger was already bleeding….but still..i gave her the food,,and left..I was wounded…by a cat….the wound is under my nail…thats why, in term of physical…its not seen…but when you are in my position right now…it does hurt…
but it just doesnt seem like it….when I felt the cat’s nail..in my finger…I was just shock and, I couldnt feel anything..but when I clean it up with water….it starts to hurt…and then…it starts to hurt, more and more…..But even after that..I cant hate the cat….I would still continue to feed it..like what I used to do…I would forget the wound…and besides,,she doesn’t know that she hurt me right What Im writing right now was senseless right??
but infact….whatever it is that is happening right now was similar to what im feeling….
it just doesnt seem like it…because on the outside I looked fine but Im really bleeding inside….someone wounded it..at first…it doesnt hurt..but when I tried to clean up and forget…it hurts more…I tried to numb the pain…but the feeling gets worstbut still, i dont know whats happenin..
but I just still —- — after all the wound and hurt — made me feel..
I would still be the way I am to — before…because…I have no right…to let — see that Im hurt…since…– doesnt even know that he hurt me..’cause it doesnt seem like it.

*thanks for joebz for the spoilers..yyaayy!!*

dramatic huh??
oh whatever enough of the dramatic feel..


anyway, here i am again, joining another contest..lawls..
i joined tricia of oh-well.net's contest about friends.
well, while i was editing our pic, my mind drifted to somewhere else again
because the picture i used was taken during november i think..and a lot happened that time, lawls, theres a conflict going on in our group thats why i cant help but think about it while i was editing our picture..

i will post that soon, i was working on the essay and besides i still dont have a confirmation from sis tricia about it..

oh anyway, i think it just have to be until here..
i think i need some rest....im dont feel good.anyway..
oh anyway, thanks for those who join my sweetpuff club and sweetdoll collection
u guys are awesome, those that are interested, either go to home page or go to site for collection and club..its still open.


thanks for those who commented on my last post, a lots of comments a!
thankies guys...btw..visit my photoblog: here!

do follow and leave a comment..speaking of photos, watch out for the airing of my video(feeling professional!?) i am going to have a video greeting my favorite people in the blogging world..you will see me alive!! live!! talking! and moving and breathing!

i am still editing it so watch out...its my token of appreciation for supporters of kymies-lullaby..im so glad that many liked my updates, thanks so much..

im given an award by sis jean.muah...

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well,thanks for that and i think imma pass it to my love bloggers..:
JOEBZ, TRICIA(oh well.net), TRISH.
Thats all for now..haha.

also thanks for qi wen for the music category award.
lawls!! i won..thanks a bunch...

thats all ...yay..school days are coming..
PANIC..
muah..love u all..



toodles!

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*breathes* Hay, summer is finally over.
Yes, this is my first post for the month of june..so how's it been for you guys out there?
Our school is still on 9th of June*evil laugh*. thank God for that..at least extension of summer diba? haha..anyway..

FINALLY IM BACK.
lawls..its been a long time since i wrote here again..
my bloggie is under construction for how many days..
and VOILA..this is what it took it so long.
lawls...well, a lot of updates happened: More pages,new music, more organized sidebar, bigger chatbox, bigger space for blog content, cleaner layout and cuter navigations...just roam around my site and there are a lot of surprises in store, just waiting to be found..

lols, actually im not yet about to open this, but i really miss you guys thats why i finished it already..finally...its over--my designing i mean.(lawls.sorry for the random post for today..its almost 3 in the morning thats why im out of my mind..*bangag*)

anyway, i just hope the new updates are working for you, and do contact me if theres something you hate or wrong with the blog content..

RANDOM--
Im making my site socially active nowadays. I kept on applying for clubs and joining collections and stuff. I entered a lot of contests as well(whew...if you read my welcome page, there's the contest i joined*click the speech ballon up there with the bird*)
Lawlers, i hope these stuff would make my blog's exposure better and would help me make my blog a better place. Anyway, speaking of contest and stuff im going to make a post regarding..Ate joyce's contest. Lawls, well its an editing contest and im going to feature heres my entry:

(a small version though)

tadaaa..hey..i worked hard on that. lawls..btw, here is the orignal picture: HEEREE. The winner is totally lucky check out the prizes...its effin awesome:

CASH PRIZE

*$10 from Ms.Candy-Blush
*$25 from Ate Reesie
*$50 from an anonymous friend
*$20 from Kuya Epfi of epfidemic.com
*$15 from Kikayness of kofistains.blogspot.com

THEMES, DOMAIN & WEBHOSTING

*Free Webhosting for 3 months from Kiven of Skaizer.com (my host)
*Free Webhosting from Pahn of therewespace.info
*Free webhosting from Kulot of kutserongkulot.com
*Free DOMAIN from Joycee
*Personalized wordpress theme & free unlimited webhosting for a year from Ate Mumu of mumusakanto.com
*1 year free webhosting from orphicpixel.com
*6 months free webhosting from Micaela of pink-host.info

AD SPOT

*100×100 avatar size ad spot in Gail’s blog of snoogumx.net
*1 month advertisement on Mel Lee’s blog of dollprincess.org
*125×125 Ad spot in Vhincent’s blog of chizmosalounge.com
*125×125 Ad spot in Jerick Mack’s blog of www.rickspot.com
*Ad spots in Nika Catbagan’s blogs, sandakotpalayok.com, nikacatbagan.com, bloggingpinay.com and thingsiloveaboutme.com
*125×125 Ad spot in Katkat’s blog of www.pinksesa.net
*125 x 125 ad spot at www.technorush.com from Ate Mumu
*500×500 ad spot in April’s blog of lhaydieapx.co.cc

E-LOAD

*$15 worth of e-load from Ate Cecille of thehillmans.wordpress.com
*Free weekly load for one month from Walongbote of painuminmoko.idlip.net

OTHER ITEMS

*The Twelfth Angel by Og Mandino and The Last Lecture by Randy Pausch from an anonymous friend
*Skullcandy Headset from Ate Bojoy & Arnie
*Lord of the Rings book from Kikayness of kofistains.blogspot.co

Well yeah, the contest is editing the picture of the host which is ate joice..nice right? I also joined bai he and shinju(amanda)'s contest. I featured shinju's contest on my anime blog since that contest talks about anime.

THE OTHER WORLD
Speaking of my anime blog, i would like to share to you all my newest ANIME BLOG: CLICK HERE TO SEE. If you we're reading my news section, there would be a subdomain coming up..and here it is now..my anime blog, my world. Hosted by a close friend scarlette.
lawls, pls do drop by and drop some comments..

my topics there are pretty interesting there, it talks about my recently watched or seen drama, anime ,cartoons, media and stuff.

Coming Soon:
, i am going to have a club as well..So for those interesed you can join dont worry..anyway.enough of the advertisement..muah.

also..do join my fanlisting/collection on the front page of my site.
u get to have kawaii banner and gift from me..u get updated and stuff..
so apply...so there now..aweeee

THOUGHT for this day:
whew.im freakin' tired today, doing stuff and everything. Preparing for school and etc..
lawls, ive been preparing for school..and im a bit nervous..lawls..its like my first day again
eehhh...i dont wanna go to school yet, i dont want to experience those hard times when i was a junior.lols..those sleepless nights just to study for history,math and physics..maybe its all worth it(since.i got on top because of that habbit) but its just still so tiring..

sometimes i just wanna quit studying..lols..but i really have to.
and i right now im gettin problematic on our thesis(wtf? highschool student with thesis?!)
well yeah, we have that...and we had our practice last year..we even had a defense..but only a practice. ..but this year, is the real thing..waaa...practice on thesis is so hard, what more if its already the real thing. Hay, my school is too advanced letting us to handle things like that even if supposedly not yet..anyway...whats the point blabbering here.

anyway, for those that got to school already...do well guys.
and for those still on vacation like me..GOODLUCK TO US.
well, relaxation-summer-beach-sun- sleep- reminiscing....is OVER.

June spells out a new life to us.
school-rain-stress-homework-early wakeups-books..MAATH.(T.T huhu, C.A.L.C.U.L.U.S)

so, how did your first day go anyway??
do comment already okay? muah..i missed you all..

*aww..sis mikayla wont be able to be online for a long time..gonna miss u*