x.[Lullaby of Reminiscence].x

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maybe ive mentioned it before, but my school is infact a math and science school..
thats why the sections in the highschool department are nerds..err..i mean..genius people known in the world. i was from the FRANKLIN section during my freshmen years. Next, is ARISTOTLE class in my sophomore year..and lastly, Im a PASCAL student last year(our class president created a name for our class: PASCALIKOTS, i mean..what the hell was that about!?)

notice my title? VOILA!! Im now, a proud ARCHIMEDES. This section is like the star section in our school, im happy to be in it though there's a lot of difficulties and stuff. Btw, do you know archimedes? He is the person who invented the water pump i think..oh whatever, people might get bored when I enumerate his achievements here.

School life:
Hm..yeah, im back as your typical teenage student. Im back into sitting back in my comfy chair, legs-crossed staring at the board while i play with my ballpen. School is good by the way. We were so quiet and so organized, i think we matured a lot. Though really awkward since my ex was sitted near in front of me while my current bf was seated near my back. Last monday, we have the whole day chit chatting with our adviser, which is a teacher of mine for about 4 years. Classes isnt regular yet, so we kept on chitchatting. We even had a question and answer portion, each one of us will answer our teacher's questions. Well, he knew well my background on love, and since both my past and present are in class..whew he kept on calling me..what the hell was that about?

Teacher: hmm....do you believe that first love never dies?
Me: EEh?*shocked* hmm....

I stared blankly at my teacher, and smiled..but that very moment i remembered the day my ex used to tell me...First love never dies..

Ex: First love never dies, two persons might break up..but the moments they shared will never die. Maybe physically and emotionally they're done, but first love will always be inside your mind and there would always be a special place in your heart even if theres no feelings anymore. Its not the love that wont die, it was the moments they've spent together that would be treasured by you forever..thats why i will never forget someone like you..whatever happens.

Its not like im his first love, or he is my first love, we had our earlier relationships..but its my first time ever (him as well) to be so in love and that serious..thats why of all my ex, he is the one that i will always treasure. Im glad he is happy now...i always see him..though his eyes are not the same as the way he looks at me before.

continuation..
Me: EEh?*shocked* hmm....
Me:hmm...yeah..i do believe.
Teacher: so, is it okay for you to let someone go even if you dont want to?
Me: Yes.
Teacher: SO, you're happy with the current relationship you're in?
(I nodded, and sat down)

everybody in the classroom knew what the hell our adviser is referring to. And what i really dont forget about is when my teacher asked my ex as well.

Teacher: So, is SHE replaced in your heart?
Ex: yes..
Teacher: Hm...how about, ..does SHE still have a place there in your heart..
Ex: Uhm.............wala na po.(already gone)

I cant help but smile. Things really has changed. The way i see it before, it was US. but now...it was only....HIM..and I. I had to admit i was hurt at first...but hearing from him before that i have a special place in his heart makes me satisfied still..,.he doesnt have a new gf..but i think he was so happy in life, if we were still onto each other, this June21, it wouldve been our anniversary..anyway..
while me, i love my current bf so much, and infact he was also asked..and he told my teacher that he was very happy with me. And i was glad with that. Im still amazed about on how my ex act in school...he was so good at academics. Thats why many told us before that we really are a good couple because we are both top students. But my current bf really makes me laugh a lot. He was not that intellegent type but probably someone you would love to love. Someone who would sing in front of a crowd of people and dedicate a song for you with his gentle voice. Thats who he is and i do love him for that.

anyway, why did we ended up in here anyway!?
That's the start of my adventure as an Archimedes fourth year student. And i know there would be a lot of things instore...like for example im placed at the coldest place in our room. Lawls, our aircon was directed to me whatever you do, thats why i look stupid in our room, the only one wearing a jacket in class. But i like my place, its comfy, and a window is beside me. I was near the center thats why i was kinda the center of attraction of teachers. Subjects are kind of tricky. Imagine we have 3 periods of Physics, CALCULUS and double period of Chemistry. I mean, what the hell was that about? Anyway, those are just partial infos of how my school life was. More to come and more stories to tell.

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got to sleep babiees..muaah..

we have CAT tomorrow..and 5 is our dismissal.waa..i might miss BOF. !! Btw, its tuesday today...tomorrow is wednesday..whatever..ciao!