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NEW LAYYIE GUYS. Im kinda bored with my last layyie and i find it so messed up, lawls. And since i got nothing to do this weekend, i decided to make one. Its a lot cleaner and organized than before. Err....i really love it actually. well...what can you say guys? haha...i really worked hard on this, spent almost couple of hours doing this.haha! I made it not-so-childish..but it still end up like that..niahah..what ever.thanks for those commenting btw.muaah!
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Its been awhile since i blogged here.
Well, i was kinda lazy to post a new entry because i just love to blog hop into many sites these days. Resource site, kawaii blog, emo blog, music blog, personal blog, boy blog and etc.
So i kinda explored for like, 3 days. Today is Wednesday, june 23. Classes were suspended this morning, and to think that ive prepared my self for school already. But its nice though, i end up blog hoppin again.
As I blog hop, i noticed that the usual topic in teenager's blog today is..Heartache, Broken-heart, unrequited love, heartbreak, Love endings, moving on and etc. Well, as you can see about my title, thats my subject for today. Im not heartbroken or anything...infact, Im happy, sort of. I just want to share my thoughts regarding this matter.
If you have been a regular visitor here in my site, you would know my history about love and the heartaches ive felt (Im pretty much open about this stuff). I experienced it. A LOT. And if i will be asked, "whats the most unforgettable feeling you have ever felt in your entire life?". i would probably answer..."the pain of losing someone".
Maybe, it would be unforgettable for me because first of all, it would be so freakin hard to move on especially if the person you are trying to forget really is someone you LOVED SO MUCH, EVEN MORE THAN YOUR LIFE. Secondly, you will do hilarious stuff to numb the pain. You will cry day and night, or use someone to forget. And Lastly, even though you have completely forgot THAT someone...when suddenly one day, you saw him smile at you or you bumped into him..its like you will feel some kind of pinch in your heart..or maybe even 1% of your love for him will come back. And you will realize...that you missed him..A LOT. Well, maybe to others it isnt like that, but as for me...i felt that way.
As i was writing this, i was listening to the song "heaven" by dj sammy. For those who doesnt know, listen here: Click. And this line really fits my topic for today:
We've been down that road before
but that's over now
You keep me coming back for more'....
There are times that we want to hold on to something, but destiny cant just let us have it. There are times that even though things are already perfect, fate just got to destroy it and love would have to vanish. Ive felt those feelings before and im really proud of my self that ive surpassed those trials. Im just thankful that now, we entirely live a happy but different life. Ive got awesome bf and its just perfect as before. There are times that i wanna go back to the path i onced passed, but then it was over and i just cant repeat the past like how we bloggers click the "archives" button. All i can do now, is reminisce. Reminisce through the past. And if i go back in time, i would never have the things i have now.
Though there are a lot of conflicts happening with my present guy...like what just happened the other day....
A guy classmate of mine sat next to me. Which is one of my "ex-es"(seriously, im not really serious with him before..bad me!)..i just talked with him due to a playstation game. Its god of war and soul calibour. Well, my bf saw me...and i didnt know that he was getting all jealous that time. We had an activity that time, its the making of your own "plate number" that best symbolizes your personality(those plates you seee behind vehicles). He actually made it KIM 143(kim is me, then 143 is i love you), but right after that conversation with my guy classmate...he tore the paper apart, and created a new one. Im shocked about that, and i didnt know that he would get jealous like that..but its all settled now....im still glad. That now, i am a better person. I know what to do now, because i learned from my past (Serious) relationships. Anyway, i just want to dedicate this post to my close friends that had love problems or stuffs. Sis Tricia, sis Mikayla, and sis Shel. I want to goodluck you all to your future lives and for you guys to have a healthy love lives in the future. LIVE. Im really proud for you guys that you're staying strong after all the feelings you've felt. Reading your posts inspired me to write stuff about it, im really sleepy right now so im very sorry for this not really good post dedicated to you guys, but ive posted this with great sincerity and care. Muaah.. Always remember that despite all those things we've felt..there would always be someone...meant only for us..and JUST FOR US. And if getting hurt now makes you give up, think about that "someone" meant for you. If you'll give up now, how will that someone meet and give you the love you wanna feel? Thats all, i know im not making any sense now..haha..im just so sleepy already..muaah..ill leave you with this lovely quote guys:
People give up on love sometimes. That’s why God made the earth round so that if two people who are meant to be would decide to walk different paths, still, at one point of the world, the ends of their roads will meet.
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BTW, i would like to thanks those who commented on my last post, the comments are plentiful and touching.i love you guys, i hope you comment in this one too..
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Also got new pages, cursor design and of course a new link button size 31x31.
btw, to my readers, followers and members of my collection:
Ive prepared some gifts for you guys, some gift badges..and i hope you post it to your site, i didnt created that for nothing anyway.
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go to "gifts" section for the codes.
thanks so much guys, ill make more as long as you support kymie's lullaby.
thats it for now..
i dont know if classes will be suspended tomorrow so ive got to sleep now.
but again(lawls) i will once again share my face, just for updates:
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Classes are suspended and everyone is enjoying the long vacay. xD Until this morn` (June 25). I think bloghopping is nice, so yeah. :))
I noticed that too, esp mine, of course, since I`m trying to grab a guy who`s mad at me. And I`ve been heartbroken a lot of times, I crushed on this guy, then he`ll say "Eew!" or "`Di ka naman maganda eh." It hurts diba? Of course pati nung Grade 4, when it was with Pokerface rin, but its not him, its my bestfriend (I don`t have a crush on him). He courted a girl...well, long story. Check out my love story instead. :P So yeah, hindi pa naman tayo masyado naging close before, right? I was just introduced to you when I joined your contest, so I don`t know your history about that. If I were to answer that question...hmm..maybe this answer will change someday as I grow up, but I think this will be my answer, for now...
"The pain of loving someone that can`t even accept you as a friend" I don`t know if its right, but, think about it, you love someone but he can`t even think of you as a friend, `musta naman yun. xD
Oh God, what a feeling. I`m just young and I think I`ve felt everything you felt na, the past years. From 4th grade to this year...
I remember that song. It was my favorite song before and I sang it for the audition held in school. I got a place, and we get to sing in the radio station (its not famous). But I didn`t sing there, we didn`t have time, so yeah.
So yeah, you already know my heartache. I miss him so much...he can`t even look at me, talk to me...reply to my messages...yeah right.
Well, good luck in school and with your love life. :)
P.S. Those pics look good...AGAIN! :D
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nice post :}}}}} & th jacket's really nice `♥
oh.. I thought you're heartbroken :)) lols..
I do love the tiara, where did you buy that? I love it!
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aww. you got heartache?
btw, your bagde is cute..!
hey kym. thanks for the special mention. :) i strongly agree, even though you think you've forgotten all about him, when you see him, you get the same old feeling. and it sucks big time, i should know :( and yes, i know there will always be someone. i'm checking out a guy now, actually but im still having second thoughts about him because i'm kinda scared to hurt him or be hurt. oh well. =
true, heartaches are the most topics now. Me too. ;) haha!
hello. :) I love your tiara, it's cool :)
- goodluck on your life :D
I agree. There would always be someone for us all we need to do is wait. Good thing I don't have heart aches now. I'm happy now unlike dati, super mabilis ako mainlove. :)) Good thing I changed na. :)
I agree, heartaches are the most topics now... :D but even if we have heartaches, one day the one right for us would eventually come... :D
btw, love your pics!!!
awww. my gaaad! it hit me sssooo hard! as in! haha! while i was reading yer post. i remember him. hahaha. damn. why is it that words are such soo much pain or actions than actually saying that.
then, again. while typing i'm thinking about the past and the chance that passed. aww sis.. x]
anyhoo. enough of that. i might cry. haha! (*jologs). pareho tayo eh.hahay. i love the quote the world is round and stuff. do you believe in faith or in destiny? haha. OMG. long comment! i should stop na. haha. (*carried away.! haha!)
i love yer gift sis. i'll post it in my gifts page. domo arigato!ü
nice post kym!
naalala ko ung post ko last aprl bout my previous rel. sobwang nasaktan ako nun pero part un ng love..di ba?
Good thing i learned.. frm past experiences.. haiz...
ang dami ko rin naaalala.. na sana ganito.. sana ganyan haiz.. hanggang dun na lang un.. its done na eh.. ;)
gud luck sa studies siz.. :)
i can totaLLy reLate to you. I just had a bad reLationship and i'm stiLL in the state of moving on right now. your post enLightened me. :)
OMJ i love the new lay!!!!!! is so adorable as usual. I love love it, is so cute..great job.
I can't relate to your post now cause I'm really happy with my boyfriend but I know it's so damn hard moving on when you and your bf broke up especially if you've given your all. But sometimes, two people are just not meant to be with each other and God is the only one who can help you with all that problems. It's not easy seeing your ex cause you'll just remember what you two had shared before but once you accept the truth that it's not gonna work out anymore then you'll eventually get used to it. There's always gonna be that someone that will love you for who you are and will not leave you no matter what happen.
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